alhamdullilah..ready for my next step

the day has come..finally haha..where should i start??..ok lets just start from last night..before my last post..unfortunately something happened to me yesterday..and my right eyelid is swollen..what a perfect day to have a swollen eyelid..haish..later that night my mom suggest that i put garlic on my eyelid..suppose to be an old "petua"..but guess what..it was so painful and my eye turned red..at that moment i can only see half of everything..welllll~ i might exaggerate at that part haha..so i asked for a cool pad..and ended up sleeping with it..around 3 a.m...i woke up and change the cool pad to a new one but it is kinda hard to fall back asleep once you are awake..so i check my phone...tons of chat from all group in my Whatsapp.. from friends, cousin, and others..oh and yes..the cool pad is still on my eye at that time ahaha..around 530 a.m...my mom came into my room and i realize that in less than 5 hours the result is out..so i make up my mind..try calming myself down..as time goes by around 7++ am...i took my bath and get ready..around 9 my mom and i went to school..instead of entering the school we decided to stay in the car and wait till my friend..Kak Tin arrived..around 930+ she arrived and we enter the school..almost 10 am..my cousin called me..she told me that she still doesnt know about her result but she knew that she isn't one of the straight a students..thanks to her..im dead nervous..and finally the announcement..this year my school still maintain our record as the 3rd best school in Penang..but our GPS kinda drop but individual result wasnt that bad..and the worst thing is..there are only 28 students that achieved straight a..and there are 2 students from my class..at that moment i know i wont be one of them..it goes to Kak Tin and Jeng Yee..sincerely congratulations to both of you...well you both deserved it..but what happen to MY result..so the rest that didnt get straight a's..we need to queue up and get our slip from our homeroom teacher..my teacher didnt even open up my file like what she did to the other student before me..she just smile and said..sikit lagii...hahaha..memang sikit lagi..i get 7a, 1a-, and 1b+..hadoii..and my b+ is agama hahahahah..what can i say other than thankful for what i get..my mom thought that i cried because i didnt get to stand on stage...thats not the problem..i cried because i cant believe it..im happy enough just to see my teacher smile as she gave me the file..i seriously have no idea what to say at that moment..especially when i spoke to my dad, grandpa and my bro hahah..i dont know why everytime i talk to this three person..i ended up losing myself hahaha..continue..after that we went to my dad's office and have lunch with him..as we reached home one of my neighbours..came to our house just to congratulate me hahah..thank you to all the teachers that taught me all this while..to my parents that always put your faith in me..always ask me to calm myself and dont stress myself..always say that you guys wont put burden by hoping the best from me..nothing else i can say..i am truely syukur..and excited with what i achieve..ALHAMDULILLAH...as always..enjoy the pics

my damn swollen eye

lepak lam kereta luuu

apabila anda bersama Kak Tin

orang tak ramai lagi..kami usha kot jauh

uish dak straight a!!!..TAHNIAH 

my result

sijil berhenti skolah

sijil akaun

sijil addmath

sijil projek akaun

my filee

ootd

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will this determine my life?

i cant believe it..tomorrow i will get the answer that i have been waiting for almost 3-4 months...the one that makes me wonder what should i do in the future..the answer that determine whether my struggles have been paid off or not..the answer that can solve my problems with UPU application..hahah..yup!it is no other than SPM results..nervous? who isn't..talking about UPU application..well yeah i didn't apply yet..why rushing when you don't even know what you get..i mean..each courses have their own qualification..so if we choose something but ended up unqualified for it..then??..but i didn't criticize those that had done it..this is my own personal opinion..and plus.. im hoping that i can go into matric..people told me that matric is harder as you need to struggle as you need to finish everything in a year..but i think no matter where you go you still need to struggle to face the competition..so for now..i don't want to talk about what will happen..cause what matters now..is where will i stand?!hahah..since my point is to tell that the result is out tomorrow..i guess i already delivered it..so thats all for tonight..hahah..wish i have a goodnight sleep.@_@.