sorry.. i did it again

just received news from my mom...Sachi is no longer with us this afternoon..feels like dejavu..i didn't even realise that i lost my furry buddy amidst all the laughter this afternoon..just like when i lost my old buddy jello a few years back..laughter..hahh..i know that u were not acting like urself this past few months..climb onto every places u can find when actually u used to hate high places..i know u were causing trouble for my mom..u did show that u weren't feeling well..but what can i do I'm not even there to hold u..even I'm there right next to u.. I doubt that u want me to touch u.. it sure been so long since the last time we spent time together..at one point u actually hate my touched.. I'm not sure whether it is because u are scared or annoyed..but i wish i can hold u longer..or at least at home when u breathe ur last breath..at least i don't have to hide my sadness behind fake smiles..sachi thanks for being my buddy..i know by now u must have been reunited with ur mummy..save a place for me there when the times come..love you dear..till we meet again..tomei please be a good boy and take care  of urself..I'll be back in a few weeks.

goodbye sachi

never thought this will be the last time

you willingly let me hold you

one of ur weird antics

sachi the ape..what a weird cat u are

love u no matter what chiko

cat with tiny face

my dad last Project for u

thanks again buddy~SACHIKO!!