I guess, I really has been neglecting my blog hahaha...seems like it will be a post a year kinda thing at this pace hahaha... but yeah.. We've entered a new year... 2023 is here, a few years flew by without I realised... and worst of all, I'm turning 25 this year... and of course, for the past few months I'm filling my life with nothing but continuous lessons... and one major thing that I'm consistently learning right now is expending my circle... I've worked in EY for the past 2 years and 8 months and I can proudly say that I've been recurring in AmBank for at least 10 times now and faced/facing 3 year end audit altogether... and obviously I met a lot of members throughout the engagement period.. and as I move up the rank, I got the chances to interact with more experienced seniors/managers/director and even partners which is totally an honor especially when the interaction doesn't just stop at work related matters... being able to join in the circle of people that I admire and look up too is something I never imagine in the past months/years... and all the things happened in my life thus far makes me continuously building wall around me... but I'm glad how interacting with various "matured" and "ONz" people somehow change me... I still hold on to the principle that people do come and go... but I am still studying to be someone that others can proudly introduced as a friend... I am self aware how self-centered I can be at times...and I am trying to improve myself as I spend more times with people around me... before I start my work here, I have a mindset where I wanted to be somewhere with the least human interaction ever...but surprisingly with the continuous change in the team structure and of course part of EY's own career development, interactions with others are necessary... and I'm not complaining... well there are times where I hope I never meet a certain person ever again... but isn't that just part of life in general.. again back to the concept of people come and go... there's also a saying, there is always a reason for someone to cross path with you in this lifetime, either as a lesson or a reminder... I don't know, I am just happy that there's a lot of things that I am thankful for happens in this past few months...I guess I am re-opening the door that was once closed in my heart with hope that I don't need to close it again anytime soon. To everyone that know me, getting to know me and also to those who choose to forget about my presence...Thank you so much for being part of my journey
