Hi Little One, sorry for the late welcome from this little diary.. just had time to make this post... just want to share a bit of my experience with you, well I wasn't exactly with your mummy n daddy to experience everything... but I'm glad that throughout the months patiently waiting for your arrival there are days that they can share with me about your wellbeing, your mischievous acts hahaha... I belief you are not being naughty but just being you ahaha... anyway, after months of waiting, a day before you join the family, your dad woke me up at 4 in the morning, just because you decide to give a surprise to him hahaha...just to share a secret with you, your dad is a scaredy cat... he may seems big but he wasn't all that hahah k just kidding... no worries, I'm sure he will be the bravest dad for you, just like how your grandpa and grandma brought us up... protect and provide all the love and support we need... both of your parents will do the same thing... who knows they might be better as time goes by... anyway back to the story... you decide to stay hidden for another day... so again your dad message me at 12am the next day... finally the time has come for us to get a new addition to the family... you better love your mom to the moon and back! she went through tough time to make you the next precious thing in our family, well originally it was my spot, but it's okay I'm willing to let you have it... for now! Once you are old enough we will have a fair fight for it again MUAHAHAH... kidding~ sheesshh don't be too serious/ sensitive like your dad hahahah... but yeah it wasn't that long actually, your mom enter the operation room around 12.30 am or so, and we were informed by your dad around 1.20 am that you have arrived... gurl~ you were 3.81kg, although you were heavy, but you still can't beat me hhahahah... k not something to be proud of -.-... so yeah, I don't really have much detail to share actually, supposedly we were able to meet with each other soon, but due to current pandemic situation, I am stuck here...and you are stuck in your house too... oh yeah, you are not feeling well for a few days...but I know, since there is Arfa(h)'s blood running in you, you will recover and grow stronger soon!! To be real frank, I had a mixed feeling about you, I was the youngest in the family, and I never really adore babies~... when I found out that your mummy is carrying you around... I was super happy, but at the same time I am worried... why? I don't know... I just feel like I may not be ready to welcome you yet, of course everyone around me told me that I will for sure, for sure! change once I meet you... I didn't disagree cause for me family always the priority... as long as you are part of the bloodline, you will and always be my treasure... but dear, sorry if the definition of family doesn't suit our family to you... however, worry not cause I know, despite everything that happened... everyone will give you all the love you deserve...Little One, you are still small and fragile now, I hope that you can be healthy and grow surrounded by love and comfort... hope you can build your own cute little adventure and enjoy your own mini journey of life... till we meet in the near future~ Lily Anaqi Muhammad Arfarizal.
Initially I planned to share your photo, but naahhh, it's not the time yet... I'll just keep it to myself for now, let your mum and dad be the one to show you off hahahaha... so again, adios Little One~!
