Raya has arrived..and as I mentioned in my last post, I am celebrating Raya alone this year..actually before the government announced that MCO 3.0 will be implemented my colleagues (Jing Xuan and Ryan) have planned to came and celebrate Raya with me..knowing the fact that I'll be alone and my relatives aren't close-by..however, since MCO 3.0 sop mentioned that there will be no home visit allowed in PKP area..so yeah alone again then ahahah..but of course in order to create the Raya vibes by myself..I start of with cleaning my house since the first day of my holiday..I started with the Kitchen and Toilet area, I skipped a day because rewiring project is on going then continue with cleaning my living room and bedroom area the next days..then I fill up the remaining of my days to cook/prepare some raya dishes...start with dendeng daging, nasi impit, rendang ayam and end with lontong in Raya morning.. honestly, it is tiring hahah cause I feel like it is never ending one thing after another, and since Raya falls on Thursday, I have a few days left to recover/rest hahaa..but thanks to that vibes I don't feel so alone..and in fact I'm kinda proud of myself..despite being alone I still able to appreciate Raya and able to feel the joyous day with my family through our video calls...and I feel more self accomplished when I read some of my friends that I know is staying alone or maybe restricted to meet up with friends totally lose the Raya feels just because of the MCO...bunyi macam derita mu bahagia ku kan..hahah but yeah actually just a self satisfaction, everybody has their own way to deal/cope with this new norm..and I'm happy that this new norm doesn't really impact me that much...(yes I do feel sad, I do feel homesick, I do have plan to go out and just enjoy my days)...anyway I would like to take this opportunity to also wish everyone that may come across this post a Happy AidilFitri and Happy Holiday... i would like to seek a sincere forgiveness from deep within my heart to those that may have dissatisfaction, hatred or anger towards me...Aside from that, I would also like to thanks Kak Nadzirah for the food sent on the first day of Raya..thank you so much...Even without the food, just the thought to reach out to me and wanting to know about my wellbeing means a lot to me..and also thanks to my colleagues (Jing Xuan for the gift and wishes), (Jess and Ryan for the video call to keep me company)...appreciate all the kind thought and comfort provided for the past few days..today is my last holiday before another fight till the end of July ahhaha..hope Arfa can have a clear mind and able to recover herself to be more efficient and productive from next week onwards..
So! nothing much happen actually so let's just enjoy the pic (idk where the other pics are..will update if i'm able to trace them back..especially my food!!)
