So, by now I think, as long as I didn't mess up, I'll be in AmBank's team throughout my stay in EY hahahaa..so yeah I'm booked again for the next and next quarter of review... but not just that, this coming round, I'll be in treasury again without a direct senior to guide us through....and to make things more challenging, my manager supported by my current senior suggested me to be the "acting senior"... they said that they feel I'm able to do it...so last Friday, we did have a quick call and my senior did guide me a bit on the potential task I need to be extra mindful of in the next round of review... to be honest, I did feel overwhelm..let face it, I only turn as an A2 a few weeks ago.. to be exact on the 1st of October...and there's a high chances that I'll be doing senior work in December?!!.... like hell yes I'm nervous... don't you think that their expectation is quite high by now?.... Am I really able to cope with this?? can I actually deliver a good job... not to mention excellent just a plain job's done status feels far from real at the moment... but yeah, that is part my career progress that I'm looking forward since day 1...and obviously to build a career I do need to face more and more challenges...another quest is another challenge...ready or not we can only knows the outcome once we set our foot on the starting line...So yup! as the daughter of Arman and Wati..press the trigger Ref...I'll be waiting for you at the finishing line with a smile...Insyallah~
well work aside, a few minutes ago, I just bid farewell to my parents again..they came to KL on Friday night for weddings ceremonies today and yesterday...their other objective is also to go to random Japan stores all around KL ahahah..so without knowing their proper plan, I ended up following them to the wedding yesterday...and did some shopping filling up my bed and heart with warmth...I actually just came back from Kedah last week Saturday after spending 2 weeks there... a week before I went back, they did came to KL just to spend some quality time with me...cause yup I've been feeling down back then ahahahah...but farewell is never a happy one...although unlike their last visit which I broke down in tears, this farewell feels no different...I'm just holding back my tears...cause Reena, you still have a lot to handle, and you should be grateful that at least you are able to meet them... you will see them again soon..so till then have a safe journey Ma Bah, and enjoy your day and night....stay safe and take care, love you guys <3...Adios~
