Saturday, September 2, 2017

help me stop cursing

so as usual we have MPU or NDP to complete every sem...and of course this sem is not excused...in my third sem we're required to join a computer skills class, islamic civilization and co-curriculum..However, todays title is related to islamic civilization only..so here's how the story goes..we joined that class a week late because of clashes of schedules..in that class we learnt about islam civilization, malay, china, and india civilization..but we also required to complete a group work..the thing is there's no limit for how many people in a group and we can choose our own group..there's a few groups such as korea, aksum, maya and aztec..and i chose aztec..i think there's 13 people in my group..so a few weeks after we had to prepare slide for presentation..i think the problem starts here but i didn't curse yet..maybe..parts are divided and we prepared it on time..or that's what i thought..BUT! the real thing is when we need to prepare our folio..Hehe -_-"..so the thing is as mentioned we all have our own parts..so we decided to keep it as is..we're supposed have to pass up our folio last wednesday..i know and understand that we all have our own schedule and lack of time..responsibility is still responsibility..i myself passed it up quite last minute but to my surprise there's only 3 people passed up their parts..im angry but the cursing truly start when my group member posted a so-called completed work when it really is just a copy paste version of our slides..not just that, we are suppose to write it in english but the earlier slide prepared is in malay..AND my english parts is completely ignored..at this point im pissed off..i feels unappreciated and stupid for wasting my precious time to find out that it is made to no use..after hardly calming down myself i talked to the one that is responsible to compile our works..he's the one that told me that since our slide preparing task there's only 3 people that passed up on time..ok WT*...i mean i didn't realise that i make a wrong choice joining this group..he told me that he knows our folio is not the right outcome that we are expecting...or should i rephrase SOME of us expect..cause MOST of them just don't care..i guess they are confident enough that they will pass this subject easily..plus you know how funny this B**T**** are they actually responded when people ask for their names and SID..but the real joke is when some of them actually responded with a thanks when the "completed" work is shared..I dare swear that they didn't actually know the "completed" folios is just a copy of our slide..thanks to our kind hearted lecterur we are given additional time to pass up our work which is after raya haji's celebration..so 3 days ago i started from scratch again..if only my marks aren't related to them F***T**** i would just ignored their parts and pass up mine..haihh guess what i do it alone despite all the breaks and movie time while doing it i've finish it in 2 days..well less than that..SO AGAIN I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT EXCUSES THEY HAVE..I COMPLETED EVERYTHING WHILE THEY ACTUALLY NEED TO DO A!..A PART OF IT..IN FACT U CAN EVEN COPY PASTE IT FROM THE WEB!!!!!...where is your responsibility, where is your professionalism..sorry to say not being arrogant i might reflects on this when im cooled off but seriously your result from your professional exams might not give any meaning without the professionalism in you..and if there is such excuses like lack of time..guess what SET UR PRIORITY! THINK!! that your action wouldn't affect only urself but the rest of the group..you might be happy that free marks are given..but i believe success gain on others hardwork has no meaning and as useless as YOUR brain..i've been through this kind of group quite a few times but i can't believe im facing it again in college..in a professional courses..today i've posted the new folio in our group chat..as expected nobody responded to me...if there is still no responds im just gonna print it and pass it on my own..i feels so stupid now for doing all this..just to get a shared marks with those ****!..

Saturday, July 1, 2017

cuti panjang sudah habis bro~!

huhu dah habis raya dah kaa..dah kena balik Intec dah kaa..apa nii tak rasa cam cuti kot..this is SOO WRONG!!!..anyway balik dah or tak tu tepi luu..skrang kita ceta apa jadi suasana hari raya kat umah tok mid hehe..kami balik sehari sebelum raya so sempat la nak bukak posa terakhir bersama2 ngan tokwan..pastu bila dah jumpa ramai2 apa lagi bukak meja laa gossip sakan..sambil2 tu kami yang pompuan ni susun la kuih muih yang tak seberapa tu dalam balang...malam tu jugak la kami main Cluedo sampai pukul brapa pagi tak tau..yang tau sebelum mama pengsan banyak kali gak la dia duk beletiaq ni esok tak bangkit semayang raya memang cari pasai laa..pastu menjelang hari raya~~..suma pun pakat kalut la nak berebut tandas la apa laa..nak lapik perut pun waktu tu sebab sembahyang raya start kul 830..ohsemnya..paksu kami kul 730 dah gerak pi masjid kot..waktu tu takyah tanya la ina duk buat apa..hehehe..dah siap suma maksu kata abah bawak tokwan pi masjid skali..so nak dekat 830 kami pun kluaq la rumah sebab masjid depan simpang ja..dah sampai masjid dah masuk cari port baekkk punya..tetiba waktu tu la pulak perut cheq yang cap ayam ni buat hal..waktu tu rasa senak nak muntah suma cukup..dalam hati dah kata ina chill ina tak start sembahyang raya pun lagi..but then bila rasa nak muntah tu dah makin mengada2 gtau la kat mama kata tak sedap perut..so kami decide nak jalan kaki balik rumah..btw walaupun mention tadi masjid depan simpang tapi actually jauh jugak k nak jalan kaki balik..kira sempat la ina muntah tepi jalan..plus mencangkung depan rumah orang dua tiga kali..smpai rumah tokwan pintu kunci..jerit panggil hanim..dia dalam tandas plak dah nasib baik makcik ada kat umah dia waktu tu..dia yang bukak pintu..masuk ja rumah trus ketuk tandas hanim..out you go me me emergency hahahah..nak buat cam mana nasib badan tak da rezeki nak semayang raya taun ni..insyallah tahun depan berkesempatan..aminn..moving on lepas suma dah balik..waktu tu ina ada kat tingkat atas sebab mama baru lepas sapu minyak and so on..lama pastu suma yang balik dari masjid dah makan bagi kenyang suma abah bukak la ceta kata dia dah cam pelakon hindustan apa ja berdiri atas batu kat kubur sebab nak scan kami anak beranak ada kat mana..pastu ina kena la hentam..ya ka sakit cam tak sakit pun hahaha..sokay guys i dah biasa hentaman korangss..seperti biasa lepas makan kenyang suma..masa untuk bermaaf-maafan dan of chourse pemberian bonus tahunan..ya allah budak2 sekarang mata duitan sungguh..cuba la contohi kakak2 yang baik ni..ada yang smpai nangis sebab tak dapat duit raya..yang dah dapat bila nampak orang len dapat pun teriak hahah..tak pa laa nasib budak lagi kalau dah besaq sepak ja makan dia..hehe..so enjoy la gambaq yang ada~
mat jambu syahdu
sepupu2 and "sepupu sulong"
kami dak hot umah tok mid hahaha k poyo


bila haziq terjebak ngan dab and spinner..automatic dia la hipster jr

celamat harew rayer

oh my god my bros..behave pls guyss

ni gambaq skema

bajet candid bro

hahah 

awat la fon ina jadi mangsa ampa suma ni

dua giant in da house

sending love..signal!

k whats wrong wit my family

ececeh..posing sweet konon

kat umah toklang

ya toklang!!

someone pls help me wipe my sweat hahah k sorry..gross

perjumpaan apa kah ini

ada budak merajuk tak leh tangkap gambaq ngan tokwan

photographer junior

berayer le kiterr

walaupun jammed..beraya itu tetap

rumah tok ndak

k ni paling decent kot

walaupun tak full tapi still nak tangkap ni punya la susah

budak paling nakai

ka depa ni lagi nakai..kanak2 riang di hari raya

woman's club..nahh winx club

markah ting ting ting

sebelum beraya..ka selepas hahaha tah laa

bak kata jaguar..born to perform..yup im always ready

my mom and my sis's mom

lawatan dari kedah mai penang plak dah

family paklong and tokwan dah balik time ni

kami kembaq tak seiras dan tak serupa hahahaha

happy besday

kek manis melecaih

tiup jangan tak tiup

sapu dulu nampak

potong la cmna pun

aksi bermanja apa ni ahaha

kanak2 riang main dry ice..sebab dia kata dia budak science

selamat hari lahir sistur

tak da satu pun gambaq dia ni waras haish

hahah bila pak mentua sakat senyum ja mampu

last dinner with them

oppss where am i..GPO!!

sapa tinggai bag Micheal Kors depan Pedro ni

mungkin dia turun dari langit..ALHAMDULLILAH
hahhahaha k so suma ngarut..a few last pics ni kami ke Genting Highland since Genting Premium Outlet baru bukak..and mom as usual ahah..no bad..but since kami suma penat gila so cam enjoy and tak sama banyak..pastu kami ke PPUM..uncle hussin masuk wad sebab sakit jantung..so far tak buat apa lagi..so kita just tunggu and lihat..so by now dah boleh agak la...yup im back to my paklong's house..which also means..im going back to Intec soon..and by soon i mean this MONDAY..huhuhuh..takpa reena enjoy the moment..but for now im too tired to do anything else..so gudnite!!

Sunday, May 28, 2017

my last week..hope so~

seriously am I hallucinating or time did pass by faster than previous years..wow less than a week I will sit for my last final..the fourth final for this course..and if everything went well inshallah I will be a Certified Accountant Technician (CAT).. this last two papers isn't the same format as previous finals..this time it will be fully paper-based exams..so there shouldn't be any problem related to server or technician team..it is just like a normal big exams such as UPSR,PMR,SPM and of course other courses final exams hahaha..where we are required to answer the question in the answer sheet given..the difference is our answer sheet will be scan to markers from who knows where..so basically they will mark our answer through computer in the form of soft copy..my exam is on the 5th and 6th of June at KDU College..currently I am enjoying my study leave haha..haihh someone please bring back my conscience..oh and since I will graduate soon so we are required to make clearance..so now I proudly says..I AM READY TO GO BACK HOME!!!..and lastly slamat berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan ni ^_^...I'm lucky sebab start Ramadhan start study leave which also mean I'm back at my uncle's house..so far alhamdullilah ina dapat join this family for terawih and even subuh prayer at the mosque..maybe ina tak boleh nak buat daily throughtout this month..especially this coming monday and tuesday..klau sempat bleh ja buat sendiri2 kat bilik kan..we'll see..apa2 pun my parents is coming here to fetch me next Wednesday..and again..I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME!!! hihi

Saturday, April 29, 2017

stay strong..stay positive

wow this tuesday is my final..dont you think this year the time went by a little bit faster compared to a few years back..maybe my college life has been filled with all the struggles and obstacles which makes me lose track of time easily..it has been quite a while since the last post i've made..of course there are obviously a lot of untold stories to be unfold..but let's put that aside first since you know my stories usually include pictures or videos that takes a lot of time to be put in a post..anyway let's get back to the title..stay strong..guess what?!throughout this sem i think this is the quote that i always repeat inside my head..it is kinda hard to believe that more or less in one month i finally complete my CAT(insyallah straight pass)..which also mean im already a college student for a year..throughout this sem don't bother asking how many times i cried hahaha..i still remember i cried while doing my homework because i completely have no idea how to do it..i even called my mom and the only thing that she can tell me is that try to consult with your lecterur tomorrow maybe he can help you..but later i found out that none of my classmates actually answer the question..let's not talk about how worried my parents are when my result when to spongebob's house right at the bottom of the sea hahaha..and there is also times that i'd totally freaked out when my lecterur suddenly called out my name in WHATSAPP GROUP!! haha no big deal guys she was just showing her concern as a lecterur hehe thanks..another sad but true story is i am still a lone ranger hahaha..i would say i am an introvert..which make it hard for me to make new friends..even a friend is hard enough why bother thinking of friendS..but since i am always like this i didn't really feel left out whenever i am left alone..in fact it actually makes me more comfortable..but i read somewhere that a psychiatrist said it is not healthy to do so..but what can i do hahaha..anyway as time goes by i heard people saying that im not that introvert actually..im glad to hear that but at the same time i feel weird..am i not the same old me anymore..am i changing for the better or worse..i've met quite a number of people..well there are the smarty pants, crazy ones, cool kids, and more, just like any college story..and there are also those that treat me like a listening wall, claim that they understand me, act like they are close to me but then drift away when my SERVICE is no longer needed..nothing unordinary.. i mean that is what friends are for right?..it has been like that since i was in primary school hahaha..well you see that's life we are talking about..you might feel sad, unwanted, depress..but without you realise other people might feel the same thing..well this is one of the lesson that i've learn since primary school and will keep on learning till i die(maybe)..cause humans forget..we forgot that people do have feeling...we forgot that we are NOT the only one with the problems here..and so this is where this quote pop out stay positive!!..you are in college..your success is determined by you,yourself!! think of your goals think of the people that truely understands you and hoping the best for you (of course non other than family members) so stay positive and face your hardship with confidence! oppsy got a bit too emotional there..gonna set the mood back on..after all this will all be another colours in my life..black or white or colourful you choose your own pattern..so again stay strong stay positive reena~ya~~

Friday, February 3, 2017

Bar-be-Queue @_@

so last week..abah and alang punya birthday which is on the 27th and 28th of January..27th tu rasanya depa dah celebrate kat TGIF kot..but the very next day they came to keyel!!..despite exam early this week ina still balik rumah paklong..and as usual once dah balik rumah paklong memang buku ke laut la jadinya muahahaha..so ina balik rumah paklong malam jumaat lagi..esok pagi2 tu baru jumpa depa..so nak dekat tengah hari tu kami start siap2 sebab ada kenduri sepupu paksu kat Bangi Golf Resort..pagi tu paklong and maklong ada kelas tusyen as soon as depa balik ada surprise untuk abah..hahaha sho shweet paklong beli cake for abah and alang..after that kami head to tempat kenduri..habis makan2 semua kenyang..kami ke IOI mall..dekat situ abah and mama nak beli barang2 untuk main event malam tu..but then ina ngan alang macam malas nak stay kat situ..kami end up pi check out District 21..check out ja tak masuk pun..so ni just pandangan dari luar la..lepas ke Escape, District 21 ni cam nothing ah hahaha..sombong bhaii..tapi tu laa dia punya course2 nampak super secure so tak thrill cam Escape ah..tujuan asal actually nak cari arcade tapi kat situ tak da arcade yang besaq so kami end up stuck kat mesin ala2 claw machine tu..dah la skali..nasib ina halang alang kami spend RM8 kat benda alah tu..instead of buang duit kat situ ina bagi suggestion untuk penuhkan perut ina..alang came up with an idea nak tunaikan janji belanja ina BR..so head to BR we end up buying 2 double regular..one choco and mint and another one is choco and green tea..super superb haha..maybe sebab orang belanja..thanks broo...so balik2 kami set up untuk the special event..which is BBQ dinner!!..pasang suma benda depan rumah paklong..dari set up sampai kenyang..nak gambarkan berapa lamanya kami bertapa depan rumah tu..hmm guard round dua kali..rumah sebelah kluaq makan ngan family balik pun kami tak habis makan lagi la hahahaha..then esok tu paklong an family ke Port Dickson..but kami stranded kat rumah..hahha and all because of me..assignment MPU baru nak sentuh..tapi petang nak malam tu baru kluaq pi makan..kami makan kat area seksyen 13, Homst chinese muslim restaurant..ina makan duck mee boleh tahan laa..esok tu baru kami kluaq dari pagi..langsung terus bawak barang2 untuk balik kampus balik huhu..kami ke mana eh pagi tu..tah yang ingat kami ke PKNS..and i end up potong my hair untuk buat fringe..i find it weird tapi mama kata she like this style abah plak kata nampak muda..tah laa khayalan suma tu hahaha..so around 5 camtu ina sampai bilik  akasia balik T_T...baru laa start study untuk exam pukul 9 pagi esok hehe..hmm pasal exam harini last day..tak payah la cakap pasal exam tunggu result sudah..harap2 suma pass aminn!!!..k skarang menghabiskan hari mingguku di dewan cemara..sebab wifi akasia cam ... k duduk dalam surau tapi asaq tak semayang lagi hehe gotta go..annyeongG!!