lets go

in just a few minute it will be another ending for my small adventure..2015 somehow turns out to be one of the most stressful year for me..if u check out my posts throughout the year..most of it is about school or exams..and it is all thanks to SPM!!..but despite all the struggle that i had face..there are pleasant memories too..here are a few things that i wont forget.."Kidcat",sachi's baby our one and only little survivor..even though we cant take care of you..but we wont forget you..cute little fighter..next thing is my big exam, SPM..well how can i forget this..this is one of the reason i felt down, burden, unhappy hahaha..just wait for the result in three months...small open house thank you so much again for coming to my house..my trip to KL..well this stuff here is something that i dont want to forget..i might exaggerate but i already explain what happen on that day in my last post..i wont regret that day hahah..it was so much fun this year..and i cant wait to write something nice about next year..till we meet again next year

Book review

So as i told in my last post..i have new book to complete my holiday..i finished reading one of the books a few days ago..well i mentioned this before that i like=lovesss horror, thriller, and mystery book..and i think i have wrote something about p.c. cast and her daughter kristin cast for the house of night series one of the series that i love...sadly it came to an end..so here im going to share something about this new author i just found out..this post might be a bit of a spoiler cause i tend to tell something in detail hahaha..ok! The author is F.R. Tallis and he is a writer and clinical psychologist..ever since i watched a korean drama about psychology..i fall in love in this particular genre..so basically it is part of the reason why i pick this book..but as mentioned earlier..i love horror and mystery and guess what..his books have all the things that i love..back to the book that i've read..the title is The Voices..this story happened somewhere in 1900s..but dont worry cause the way he explain the situation helps you to imagine the surrounding just fine..hihi..well The Voices begin with a composer Christopher Norton and his pregnant wife, Laura which was once a model moved into a victorian house in north London..on the very first day his wife saw something..well at this point i thought this will be a typical thriller story..but nope!the story continue..the house need to be renovate..during the process they came across some stuff in the attic believe to be the property of the old tenant..most of the item are unusable expect for a monkey holding a cymbal toy..so one day their baby was born..and they named her Faye..strange things start to happen when Christopher caught something on his records..it sounded like someone is talking..and he decided to record other voices and try to put in his new pieces..his wife doesnt care about it-at first..until she started hearing things from their baby monitor..and it wasnt some random noise..but someone talking to her daughter..and it get worse when she had nightmares and stuff~….thats all i can share..cause i dont want to ruin the fun of reading it on ur own..but it is a nice story..as someone that read quite a few books on horror..this book is different in a way or so..u cant put down once u start reading it..ok that is exaggerate...but it did makes me continue reading his creation..and now im reading another book by him..The Sleep Room..

Pheww~

So today..supposedly i have an outing with my friends..unfortunately..we had to cancel it due to some problems..which i kinda expected from them..but what can i say..personally kinda disappointed cause..u see we've planned this stuff way before we took the spm..but at the end..hahahaha what u expect reena..u know them~…so to cover up the unfulfilled plan..my parents decided to take us out..actually we didnt go to any special place today..just normal weekend outing...but why i make this post..well just wanna say sometimes without u realise it..family always have the best way to solve your problems...so thanks for the fun outing today..and ohh..this outing includes everybody...yup including my second brother, alang..nothing else to say i guess..bye~

ready, set...go~!

so as i mentioned in the last post..i finish my spm and officially free from school and anything that is related to it..haha so my new journey before i step my foot into the real world begin last week..on 9th December 2015 my beloved cousin came to Penang..who else other than Arfahanim..she came here by bus at 1030 and reach here around 12++...before we picked her up from the bus station..my parents and i went to my school to solve my textbooks prob..luckily everything is fine..around 12 we waited for the bus to arrive and finally..she's here

sampai sudah~

usha apa tu kak??

later that afternoon lepas makan2..kami head to Park Royal Hotel at Batu Feringghi..cause..that night ina ada prom..so she will be my partner..i know sound so menyedihkan but who cares..haha..so sampai kat hotel apa lagi..

shweet couple sgt..tgn di bahu mata ke langit

haha k gambaq kelabu 

complementary drinks

nice view from nice hotel

oppsy..ter-mirror selfie sat

kami the no filter/edit squad..haha natural lighting k

usha laa kaki kami yg comelss ni

apabila dihalau oleh parents..kami pun berselpiaqq

eh2 spa tangkap sapa ni

pak kami duk relax sakan

prom date *AWW*

ni just nak tunjuk full outfit..so ignore laa muka meluat tu

naik balik ingat ada orang..dah tkda so kami lepak kat luaq lu haha

eh eh 

elvin looking smart

cute yet handsome siam saknarin

usop!!!

frenemies since 2006

huish kapele

apa punya muka tu..aqra sweet jaa

couple of the night hahah

apeks and amoii haha..looking stunning

after breakfast..kami balik rumah sat untuk ambik bag..sebab we're heading to kl..and u can guess..it is again for the biggest booksales...BIG BAD WOLF>..<...but first day tu kami tak ke bbw lagi..kami guna jalan kampung jaa bawak slow..nikmati permandangan..first day tk banyak benda pun..kami ke ikea baru bukak dekat cheras tu jaa..at first nak pi ioi mall..but salah jalan..so terpaksa tukar plan..

dari cerah

smpai hujan

akhirnya smpai ikea

kerja dalam kereta..makan, tangkap gambaq

kami sampai umah maksu pun dah lambat..this time tak duduk rumah paklong sebab paklong and family ke mekah..so kami stay umah maksu sampai ahad..the next day which is hari jumaat tu..kami ke main destination..BBW!!..but kami tk spend the whole day kat situ jaa..lpas simpan beberapa buku kami head to ioi mall lu..as usual mama nak ke homepro..kami makan tengah hari pun dekat sana..but kinda disappointed haha why rasa dave's deli kat situ tak sama ngan kat penang..dah suma perut kenyang kami back to Mines but instead of continuing our search kami kluaq dari that building..sebabnya abah nak ajaq kami yang baru nak masuk dunia dewasa ni..cara2 nak guna LRT..keretapi suma tu..so dari Mines kami jalan kaki ke station monorel..dari serdang kami ke kl sentral..dari kl sentral kami ke masjid jamek utk tukar naik LRT ke bandaraya..kat bandaraya kami ke Sogo..honestly waktu tu kaki ina dah mula nak sakit..so terpaksa cari bandage awal2 incase dia luka..dah penat jalan kami pi cari makan lu..ada kedai bistro apa tah..one block away from sogo..boleh laa the nly decent place utk makan nasi haha..larat nak makan fast food everyday..dari sogo kami ke bandar tasik selatan..tempat perhentian bas baru..walaupun kami tak perlu naik bas utk balik..abah saja tunjuk jalan kenal2kan tempat tu kat kami hihihi..kat situ gak ada station LRT, teksi, and KTM..so kami decide utk balik ke serdang guna KTM..bila dah sampai ke Mines balik..kami dah macam pakai kaki orang len sebab penat gila sehari suntuk jalan...rasa cam kaki mengembang jaa sepanjang hari tu..kami still tak kluaq dari Mines sebab tunggu maksu and paksu sampai..depa nak perkenalkan bbw dekat the young ones tsaqif and qaireen..kami yang dah penat ni dapat break sat waktu paksu ajak makan..kami makan dalam mines ja then back to bbw utk sort out apa yang nak..and apa yang tk mau...this time ina beli 5 jaa..abah ada dalam 7-8..mama 6-7 cam tu...hanim beli satu jaa..maksu paksu jenuh layan budak2 tu..sebab depa dah tau baca so seronok nampak buku2...tah laa berapa banyak total depa beli..but banyak gak laa nampak..haha takpa train dari kecik minat buku..tak baca pun leh jadi collection..haahaha..

here comes BBW

gambaq wajib every year

time to go..waktu ni dah pukul 11 lebih

kira betul2 eh kak

hari berikutnya kami seharian ikut maksu and paksu..part of the reason kami nak rest hahaha...part lain sebab paksu ada urusan kat jasin..then kami head to muar utk makan mee muar..malangnya dah habis..kami ke dataran pahlawan..tu pun kami pukul kaki gak..park kereta seberang sini..nak jalan ke dataran pahlawan tak tau direction plak hahaha..oh ad maksu belanja baskin robin..makasih..after paksu habis kerja kami ke rumah bapak paksu..sampai dah laa hujan lebat gilaa memang kami masuk rumah pun tak berkasut laa..mini banjir gak la..lepas puas makan2 kami stay sampai maghrib laa jugak pastu baru balik..sempat gak tengok 2nd half final bola yang mengecewakan tu hahaha..esok pagi tu after breakfast ngan paksu n maksu..kami berangkat ke ikea damansara lak...apa lagi makanan wajib beli..krispy popia!..and ayaq tin RM1..hahaha bekalan dalam kereta laa katakan..tu jaa kami balik lagi skali guna jalan kampung..so that's all

so kalau suruh pilih which day i enjoyed most..i guess hari yang seharian kami naik monorel, LRT, KTM tu kot..bukan excited sebab tak pernah naik ka apa...but mostly sebab on that day banyak yang go through my head..imagine those people yang need to go through that every single day of their life..just roughly calculating..at least in a day you must have at least RM50..of course you might not use all of it..but i think..immaturely thinking..that is the minimum amount of expanses a person need to go back and forth in a day..kalau kata bawak kereta..dengan jam everyday..wow!!..other than that what makes me enjoy that day the most..because i can learn something from my parents..although it wasnt that much..and some people might think..alaa takat ajaq beli tiket..takat gitau masalah yang almost everybody tau..but takat tau without experiencing it means nothing...i used to wonder why people are complaining..but it is different once you experience it urself..and i LOVE the experience..and if i get to continue my studies there..i guess i can tell my parents not to worry bout me cause i learn how to take care of myself from them..so now we are back in penang..wait for anymore activities here..if there are any hahaha

the beginning of the ending

waa dah macam tajuk cerita ju-on dah haha..yup it is the beginning of holiday for me since.I Finally survive the war..so now the are list of things to do but the problem is where to start..haha..since today is the final day of school and the last day for me as a high school student..let me cherish that fact and moment just a bit more..it hard for me to accept the fact that starting next year..things wont be like how they used to be..people gonna start treating me like an adult..i mean of course there is only one year difference but they wont use this words to back me up anymore..biarlah budak skolah lagi..hahah..huhu..i think i meantion this before..i may not remember all of my friends once i step my foot away from that school..but i can pretty much say i wont forget my journey in this school..i never know that hate to love can be implies to an object as well until i step my foot in this school..at first i dont understand why everybody look up so much to this school..everytime i see their students..pretty much the same as other schools' students..but once i become one of the community..i feel grateful that i was in this school..i am sure i wont be who i am now without this school..huuuu is it too much??..hahah so stop being dramatic and face the reality..now what is left for us is wait and wait and wait till the date of fate ahhaah THE RESULTS..so till then i will be updating all the things i will do during my short vacation..p/s im going to Kuala Lumpur..guess what?! YUP it is Big Bad Wolf again!!!..lets end it with a few last day pic..well not all..but..wateva

ok this is before dapat paper..even pemeriksa tak masuk lagi..so tak da kes tiru or anything k

haish bilaa la nak jumpa lagi

peace kak yong

penolong ketua klas..edit game strong

ngan gadis ayu~

ni namanya geng bajet @ gediks

tunggu turn bergambar

geng2 bajet macho kelas  

hadoii tak tau laa nak kata apa

serious ada dalam 5-6 take gambar..tk da satu pun yang nampak sopan

ni waktu dalam kelas

Posing skit depan gate

fatin bergambar dengan deskmate batrisyia haha

kami budak baik

ni geng apa entah laa

Last but not least hahha..ada satu lagi gambar..special thanks la jugak..sebab kalau bukan sebab u...hmmm..im lonely~…my one and only partner in addmaths class..cutie nicol

Thank you..i know we can do it!! Till we meet again ♥

Thats all..huhu yang lain yang tk sempat bergambar bermesra tu..kita jumpa lain kali k..ala next year ada lagi..insyaallah

So bye...for now~

...

so as we all know..1st week SPM dah habis..there's still 3 more weeks for me..and now i am in a short Deepavali break..well this post doest have a title because..obviously i cant think of one..haha..actually i want to sincerely thanks everybody yang wish ina goodluck and hope the best for me..as i said..i will try my very best to achieve what u guys hope for..of course it is a bit of a burden..but what do u expect..people thought that i am well prepared, always smile..stress-free..honestly..it is hard for me too..everytime i think about all the hopes that people around me wish for..my rivalry..competitive spirit..all these tiny matters slowly pull me back..is it really possible for me to achieve what they aim for?..for me to achieve what I aim for?..NO!..it is not of course..well korean drama Master of Study sure teach me a lot about self encouragement and positive spirit..i might not excel and grant people's wishes..but im gonna make sure that AT LEAST i can fullfil my wish and hope..to my parents..i grow up with this motto..you dont need to be the best as long as you did your best..but i know a small part in you want the best for me..so again..im gonna challenge myself to proof to you that i can and i will make you happy and proud of your small buddy...bye... ... ...

is this the end?

2/11/2015 tarikh keramat huish!~SPM DAH!!maknanya school is coming to an end..so ina tulis post ni untuk sum up everything bout my school year..since everybody duk describe classmate masing2..so ina akan buat benda yang sama muahaha..so i'll just pendekkan but kalau too long well my bad
ina mula dengan Jeng Yee and Auni..i've known these girls since primary school..11 years for Jeng Yee and 8 years for Auni..Jeng yee or Jeng jeng hihi, we started as enemy but now we are frienemies hihi..i can say without your presence in my life i wont be where i am now..thanks for being my healthy rival..and Auni during primary tak pernah pun cakap ngan dia..but now kita jadi gila sama2..sorry sebab selalu buli, prank and mcm2 lagi butAuni tak marah pun..thank u sbab sudi berkongsi cerita ngan aku..remember dont let others decide for you..always believe in yourself..next is aimi and amirah..hmm aimi kita kenal since form 1 and kita ada sejarah tercipta waktu tu..tak tau la ang still ingat or tak..but for me that will be one of the memory that i want to remember.. gelaran tikus sebab saiz kecik suara dia tak padan..ahaha.suara dia leave us no choice but to scold her..amirah bila aku start kenal ang pun aku tak ingat haha..she has a beautiful face with a stylo style hahaha..kinda cheeky but nice..seterusnya, Eddi and Fatin..so dua2 atlet and dua2 cute..and paling benci dua2 ni kalau tangkap gambaq belah mana pun still pwetty..haish tung aa muka lawa hahah..sorry kalau aku too annoying especially to Eddi hahah suka kacau dia sebab reaction dia comel..Afifah dan Laila...dua2 ni macam kakak2 skit so memandangkan ina tak da kakak rasa secure ja ngan depa..eh ampun eh hahah..so Afifah ni cam kakak sulung la nampak muka cam garang jaa cam tak leh rapat jaa..tapi bila start bergebang HUH~!..kalah CekTa..hahah..jangan marah~..kami dua orang loq staq tapi tak macam orang loq staq hahaha..then Laila plak kakak yang sudi mendengar apa ja cerita yang ina cerita..tak kesah laa cerita merapu ka serious kaa tak pernah kena ignore lah..thank you..kita kan berjiran dalam kelas and kat umah..dah dalam kelas tak leh jumpa jangan malu2 nak mai rumah eh..then Batrisyia, Alis, and Farah..so tiga sekawan ni ina jarang sembang sangat maklum laa..meja ina seberang sini depa seberang sinun hahah..so sembang2 macam tu jaa..apa2 pun sorry kalau ada terkasar bahasa or apa2..now masuk bahagian lelaki dalam kelas tu..ina start ngan tiga sekawan jugak Azrul, Faaiq, and Amzar..tiga2 ada perangai berbeza but selalu bersama haha..Azrul soon-to-be an artist..aku doakan impian ang tercapai..what can i say bout him..sorang yang agak kalut bila nak buat sesuatu kecuali waktu nak bayar duit kelas hahaha..haish macam2 alasan and drama dia tunjuk..chill skit k bro..Faaiq orang yang sometime rasa kesian sebab semua pakat makan bekal dia..but since dia anggap macam sedekah what else can i say he is  a nice guy..walaupun dikutuk but still can act like nothing happen..one and only abang sado 5 Fitrah ahhaah..Amzar radio bergerak kelas..someone yang boleh dikatakan multi-talented tapi tah laa dia sedar or tak..Continue with Saknarin and Elvin..two and only two chinese guys in my class..suka mengusik and main macam budak2..hope you guys will continue that friendship..Thank you sebab accept me as your friend(i hope hahah)..Shah Hazim and Ikhram..tah la nak kata apa kat dua orang ni..first anak Dato' Encik Shah terima kasih sudi jadi assistant bendahari..hahah..at first rasa cam alahai apakes dia ni assistant but then bersyukur gak laa haahah...at least boleh diharapkan..kisah Sejarah tu aku simpan jadi kenangan k hahaha..Ikhram jangan lupa jaga partner aku elok2..and kalau nak makan lontong lagi mai lerr umah hahah..i can say that he has that protective big bro vibe around him..Faiz, Rubbhan and Haziq..actually tiga2 ni ina tak sembang sangat..but sorry if ada terkasar bahasa or apa2..sorry Faiz sebab ada rumors pelik2 about you..last skali Yousuf and Aizam..dua2 annoying dengan tersendiri hahah..si usop ni hmm tah laa nak describe apa..kekadang buat baik tak bertempat..selalu panggil waktu cikgu tengah mengajar...suka tanya soalan2 ... contoh "Arfa makan dah?""sihat?" haahh..si Aizam hmm walaupun dah berdamai still nak kata sorry jugak sebab terkasar bahasa haritu..tapi macam aku kata pergaduhan merapatkan hubungan hahah..kira ang lelaki pertama laa yang aku gaduh berdepan hahah..tu ja kot..untuk classmate..now i move on to my friends from other classes
Kak Tin, eh bukan kelas sama ka hahah..wateva!..anyway aku doakan cita2 ang yang tak menentu tu tercapai..aku tau ang boleh buat so tak mau laa cakap panjang2..thank you sebab sudi terima aku since form 3 walaupun ang kata sekelas waktu form 2 sorry laa memory blocked haha..Kak Yong Milia..amielia hmm..cute girl yang suka merapu..pemalu but gila2 jugak..and paling penting my first friend dekat skolah menengah sebelum ditinggalkan for 2 months hahahah...anyway glad you came back to us(ME!!)..then Dhanyasri..kawan india yang selalu disoal agamanya hahaha..sebab muka cam melayu..katernyee..apa2 pun thank you sebab kawan ngan aku(still) eventhough aku pernah bagi ang nangis dulu hahaha..aku tak kan lupa ang bagi aku bergolek dalam lab hahaha..and aku harap ang jumpa si dia hahahahah..Najwa..gangster skolah yang berubah jadi baik tahun ni..tah laa aku dah cakap benda ni brapa banyak kali pun tak tau..no matter brapa banyak kali pun aku gaduh ngan ang..for some reason kita ada persamaan yang merapatkan balik hubungan tu..so aku harap both of you will find something that can help fix your problem now..entah laa ampa sincere or tak waktu cakap dulu tak mau gaduh2 kat aku..but aku sincere nak ampa berbaik..Syalina and Ainaa..teman aku balik sekolah setiap minggu..and tak lupa budak kecik Adila hahah...miming, gossip buli syalina dalam kereta..insyallah aku tak kan lupa suma tu..Musyirah and Nadia..jangan menyepi after SPM k!..semua nama yang ina mention kat atas suma ina tau boleh success dalam hidup..especially my friends..to my classmates jom buktikan kelas belakang tak bermakna kita tak mampu..let's make a history...
oppsy lupa plak alang2 mintak ampun maaf ni..ina nak minta maaf kat sumaa bekas kawan, cikgu2 and sedara2 yang ina pernah terlukakan perasaan depa..lets end this with a smile..bak kata abang Shah pengakhiran tu lagi penting daripada permulaan..eh betul kaa ayat ni..something like that laa ahahahah...so chau..
gambar after SPM k..kita kumpul banyak2 lu nanti baru tunjuk hehehe ^_^

i need a name

come on someone help me~!! i need a name..for who?! me?! no!! IT IS FOR MY NEW FAMILY MEMBER!!!! yeah Sachiko had a baby..yes A baby..suppose 2 but..things happen..but alhamdullilah this time instead of dia acting like a child and takut nak dekat dengan the small one..dia dah boleh bagi susu and caring gak laa kat anak dia..entah laa belakang kami macam mana..but everytime depan ina and mama..dia tak berani nak angkat anak dia..hahaa dia just tolak2..mama kata kalau betina boleh bela..and i am hoping for a female..sebab rumah ni dah lama tak da anak kucing..macam ayat drama tak.."rumah kiter ni dah lama tak dengar suara/bunyi budak" hahah..so far yang ni yang paling lama survive..hari ni lagi 20 minit masuk 9 hari..abah duk tak sabar nak tengok dia buka mata haha..maybe we can expect something in the next 2-3 days...haish..masalahnya still tak tau nak panggil apa..hmm..

keja tidoqq ja..bangun cari mak haha cho tiutt

ni bawah krusi yang diubahsuai menjadi rumah kucing so..

sachiko bersantai kat dalam cage baruu

ni gambaq waktu ada dua ekoq

normally dia tak mau pun duduk setempat ngan anak dia

tu jaa..nanti bila dia dah kuat i'll update more hihi..for now~SAYONARA~!