2 years

Recently, I found out that 1 of my colleague actually find my blog hahaha.. thank you for reminding me of the existence of this small diary.. it has been too long since I actually has something to share here... There's a lot happened for the past few months but as always I don't have time to update them here.. In fact, unlike my old self, I didn't actually get to share most of what happened with my family... part of me are sad about it... but at the same time I understand that it is part of growing older... a few weeks ago, my parents came over... although my dad didn't say it out loud but I think I kinda hurt their feelings the night they arrived at my house.. well they came over on Friday night, I am well aware of that but since I'm not sure of what time they will arrive, I decide to finish most of my work so that I won't feel as guilty to spend time with them during the weekend...naturally, things get a bit hectic and busy that night and I can only go around 9pm...I know they do understand my work, but I know that is not the right thing to do...but yeah~ eventually we did have a good time together that weekend and we are back to our own schedule soon after... and for me, things did get busier as days went by... 3 weeks left before my leave...we can do it Arfa! so back to the chosen title hahaha... yup, as time fly by, this month hit the 2 years I've worked in EY... I am half excited and half scared... not sure of what to expect in this near future... some of my colleague has started to plan out their next step in other places...but here I am still unsure of what to foresee... where will I be in the next 1-2 years... knowing that the longer I stay, the higher the responsibility, expectation and hopes of others towards me... will I be able to cope with all these fast paced changes, lots of new things to learn, lots of tougher challenges to face. At the end of the day, I can only walk on the path I lay for myself holding on to the strength and courage given by my family along with their prayers to reach the end game... I really have no one other than my family... thank you for the continuous support and love..till we meet again soon. <3

Happy New Year Again~!

 Yes another year just ended and we have step into a new year of 2022. Another year to be filled with hopes and dreams...another memories to create, another adventures to take... and yet again we are still fighting the same villain, the obstacles, hindrances, nightmares, struggles, pains... you named it we'll faced it heads on once again... there's never a break for a hero isn't it hehe... as always let me recap or rather rephrase my adventures in 2021 and how it will help me in 2022 (hopefully)...looking back what happened in 2021..I think it wasn't that bad, although there were hurtful times but if I had to list out all the good things that happened, there are more than expected...some of those that I can name here are.. birthday and anniversary surprises to my fam, able to celebrate Raya alone with some home cooked raya dishes, get a niece, no more scared of jabs hahaha, able to shop my own clothes, progress to a new rank, trusted by my team to handle some of senior's tasks, able to be a "long" distance driver for my sis and friend, feeling appreciated by my friend/sister for considering me as part of her family member on her big day ^-^ and more petty things that subconsciously make me smile in between those tearful days... but more importantly, I'm once again amazed at how the world works... some of these happy days are somewhat repetitive in its own way but they always teach me new things... thus making me feel more open to face more up and down in lives... even the most expected things can give me unexpected lesson what more to say for those unanticipated events hahaha... so welcome 2022 into my small journey... thank you 2021, stay safe and take care~ adios!