it's coming

spending the last few days at my home before I start the new phase of my life...entering the so-called 'adult world'.. there are still a lot of things to prepare... and I am not sure whether I am ready to face it but... time is ticking and there is no option to pause the time or turn it back to square one... ready or not I need to open the door and step out of my comfort zone and be where I am supposed to be... I've received email from EY explaining the procedure that need to be done on the first day of my work.. I need to register as a member of EPF and open up a new account for my salary... I also need to submit a health declaration form prior to my commencement date... apart from that, deposit for my house has been paid, well not in full but enough to secure the unit from others... regarding my transportation...hehe I've received the car few days ago...which means I'll be driving to KL on my own( or maybe with Alang)... mama doesn't quite agree to it at first... I understand her concern however she needs to realise that it is time for her to give her trust in me... so after convincing her we will begin our journey to KL this weekend...I still haven't pack any of my things yet... I don't even know where to start... there is a lot of stuffs going on in my mind but I try to push it aside and enjoy the remaining period I have with my family... I don't know how to express my feeling right now but I want to say thanks to both of my parents... my siblings... their friends that have been wishing me and blessing me with all of their prayers...I may lose some but I am grateful to still have these people around... been telling myself that I need to start acting like an adult every now and then... and honestly I am still not sure how to do so... hopefully everything goes well, I hope with all the pre-test on my patience and stress level it can help me to cope with the expected hectic working life...wishing myself the best of luck

hehehe hi awak~

baru lagi chiwi la lagii

ada ja yang mengendap hehe

kami serabai sebab gumbira

yeahh adik beradik serabai wow

oh lupa..malam tu kami ada event lagi sempena along and kak ifah balik... event kami tak da la surprising mana pun sebab rasanya dah dua post benda yang sama... YA BETUL!! BBQ!!!!...hahaha tapi kali ni extra sikit sebab kak ifah buat kek "Basque Burnt Cheesecake" hahaha... serious sedap bukan puji sebab kak sendiri...senang pak kami yang macam cerewet jugak bab makan ni puji jugak laa..hahah giteww... sebab dia tak manis sangat tapi mama kata maybe sedap sebab dia guna cheese mahai hahaha 

FIRE!!

burn baby burnnn

we want meat~!

mama acah salt bae

bon apetit

the "legendary" cake

abah potong sempena father's day...ada vid tapi...takpa la

so that's all I don't know when will be my next post but I hope I still have time in the future to keep this blog alive...aduhhh acah macam nak pi masuk hutan daaa...nak masuk bandaq kot deheck...hahaha anyway till my next post chau~

one year older

Yesterday was Mama's birthday...this year with the pandemic restricting our movement...we can't really celebrate it "extravagantly" but despite the lack of preparation we actually planned out a feast last night...but before the main event around 2pm Along and Kak Ifah contacted Alang asking him to share the address...Along said that he will seek a "runner" to buy a cake from Secret Recipe...tak dijangka petang tu heavy downpour gila...tapi around 5pm tu dengaq bunyi motor stop depan rumah...tengok2 runner tu dah sampai berserta kek...Along kata red velvet dah habis so dia order Hokkaido Cheesecake...honestly kami tak tau berapa sebab Along and Kak Ifah yang bayaq hahaha... anyway since hujan lebat so plan feast kami waktu tu diassume kena postpone..ingat nak postpone celebration sekali tapi masalahnya kek tu takda tempat nak simpan...dengan muka tak semegah masing2 kami pun decide untuk proceed ja ngan surprise event tu hahahah...video call ngan Along then panggil la the main character into the limelight... tadaa! walaupun kek tu ada la senget sikit, maklumlaa runner tu naik motor ja nak masuk kawasan rumah kami ni habis "pedo" dah...lepas makan kek suma rehat sat...lepas maghrib hujan makin lebat tapi plan kami still on going...BBQ AGAIN!!! perapan daging dah siap dari malam sebelum...ikut resepi kawan Abah share (uncle Wazie)...Alang prepare api then the game is on...total masa untuk nak prepare api until daging well served tu around sejam ja... makan tu dari kul 9++ sampai kul 11 lah dengan duk gebang suma sekali...so that's all we do for the celebration...

sumbangan ikhlas dari along and kak ifah

tayangan muka penaja

caught on camera

muka belemoih sorang2

in action

caveman jumpa api..uga uga!!

saya dipulaukan

so kita enjoy greenery ja

suhu panas panas, semakin panas panas

meaty meat meatt

owner mai check performance chef in charged 

dig innn!!

look at that

bahagia tak muka saya ^_^

and here I am leaving you my wishes, blessings and prayers to the love of my heart...my guardian angel on earth...my twin sister and buddy!...Mama we have went to through quite an adventure together...but my selfish self can't wait to go through another journey with you...although you tell me that there are nothing else needed for me to prove myself to you...but my stubborn self can't agree to that cause I know I can be an even better person in the future and it is all thanks to your guidance and support you have provided throughout my life...you always proudly present us to your friends and satisfied with our achievements...but knowing that we came from your womb the pride and satisfaction we felt can't be put in words...and I've said this to you before...having the same features as you is not and will never be something that I will be ashamed of...in fact that makes me want to be a greater being...I feel like somehow I am the ambassador of 'Watierman' hehe...

My Love, My Mummy! 

usual activity

planning asal nak buat malam raya but then malam raya abah request asam pedas ikan pari so terbantut la plan tu..then malam first day raya hujan plak dah..cancel lagi planning tu..so malam semalam baru la mampu nak buat our usual activity...tak lain dan tak bukan!!! BARBEQUE!!!..selalu kami akan bbq sebab along balik or tu la macam plan asal nak celebrate something cam raya gitu...semalam around kul 5 camtu...siapkan perapan daging lepas maghrib alang and abah start prepare api untuk activity kami..siap tengok youtube bagai la punya nak make sure this time daging masak elok tak well done sangat tak overcook terus...siap mengkaji nak letak api tu belah mana suma...this time tak macam selalu preparation cepat and daging pun masak elok..so terbukti laa kalau ada ilmu tu insyallah tak kan sia-sia...at the same time mama siapkan nasi goreng and cheese dip...kami tak buat banyak mana pun cukup la untuk mulut 4 orang makan...memang mengah pun lepas makan semua jadi ular ja terbaring habis...since tahun ni takda along and kak ifah kami tak la sekecoh selalu tapi pasang lagu raya punya kuat...abah kata jiran takkan dengaq...tapi kalau dengaq tu ampun laa  kami raya kedua baru nak beraya nak buat acano hahahaha...yang lain tu tengok la gambaq chau~

Alang in action

Apiiiiii

Look at that hottie

Daging perapan cam tak perap.. Tapi rasa ok ja k

Obvious tak sapa yang buat kerja sapa yang tak

Cam tangkap dari bumbung tak

Makan makan~~

Faktor kegemokkan

Enjoying ma nite

raya sedondon~

Ramadhan dah berlalu, kini Syawal menyusul tiba.. walaupun duk Covid lagi, duk ber-MCO bagai... preparation raya still on!... kuih raya tu tak yah cakap laa... memang dari beberapa hari lepas mama dah kalut buat beberapa jenis... malam raya kalut buat rendang, prepare bahan nak buat lontong and a few cakes... then vid call ngan along and kak ifah... sampai mama suruh letak la kira, punya lama sembang... maklum laa tahun lepas Ina yang diperantauan, tahun ni along plak diperantauan stranded kat Penang... raya tahun ni memandangkan bukannya ada orang nak mai rumah... eh silap memang kami tak galakkan orang mai rumah pun, baju raya pakai yang last year punya orang tak perasan kot kan... baju tu dan pakai sekali, tu pun waktu first day exam @ last day puasa last year... fefeeling keluaq exam hall dah nak maghrib sambut raya awal skit... so lepas siap2 pagi tadi tolong la skit2 kat dapuq then apa lagiii... makann laa~...lepas makan sambil menunggu sesi bermaaf-maafan apa lagi vid call along lagi sekali laa... sebab kami dah ada trend start ngan mama bermaaf-maafan ngan abah then baru kami dari tua sampai muda follow... so kena la tunggu along and kak ifah bersiap dulu la apa laa... then kami buat sesi bergambaq, boleh kata dah cover most part of the house la... tak tau dah nak cari angle mana yang tak serabut sangat.. eh malas la nak type layan ja la gambaq yang ada

flat lay di pagi raya

Menu pagi raya : rendang n lontong

kuih muih dan keropok kerepek

jemputt

menu wajib every year first day raya

mama ada buat gift skit untuk staff office abah

scene 1: dapuq sebab lighting cam boek

walaupun muka tak makeup (muka tak siap la orang kata)...tapi self love lagi penting

bodyguard kurang sorang

rare tau gambaq ni...jarang nak senyum tulus camtu

signature move mau ada rahhh

rebel skit pagi raya ni

bawah tangga pun hadam ja laa

ni dah kenapa?~

why so serious~ we're here to seek for forgiveness not to pick a fight

since along n kak ifah takda..tikus/arnab tu la pengganti ya..

PKP kan!! jangan duk main kat luaq laa..MASUK!

ikan emas tu mewakili kami satu family..since tak cukup quorum terpaksa bergambaq ngan adik beradik basah ni

Penang Mari

~~ Minal Aidin Wal Faizin ~~