take it as a challenge

K bad news..last post gtau ada kem kan..but after rehat baru start..so ni ceta before rehat..waktu agama..nama ina tetiba dipanggil..cam cuak laa jugak kan..rasa cam tak buat salah..takkan parents mai depa tau nak pi kem..turun dengan nebes suma cukup laa..tengok2 cikgu Wan Sajiri PkP ni nak jumpa..fine..masuk2 dia cakap pasal EA ..tak pa la ckap laa why ambik suma..and dia cam tak stuju ngan pendapat ina..dia kata salah pikiaq..then dia bagitau laa benda2 apa kejadah tah..but cara dia cakap waktu tu cam cuba nak tunjuk tegas tah..plus my stupidity buatkan ina pikiaq did i make the rite choice..dah la dia tak bagi bincang ngan family dulu..ok jujur ckp ina tak kesah tak ambik subject tu but ina hurt frust dgar dia cakap..cara dia cakap bagi spirit student down..waktu tu ina just pikiaq apa ina nak cakap kat my family..ina takut because of my stupidity earlier my parents mungkin disappointed..alhamdullilah depa tak kesah..but still risau kalau abah tetiba call skolah or wateva..ina take this as a challenge to prove to him that i can do my best..plus ina happy gila cause ada family yang support..my bros..u guys are damn awesome..my mom for ur sweet n calm advices..my dad cause he try to control his anger..and tak lupa too my friends yang cam gegila concern and supportive hahah especially dhanya..so sorry terkasaq haritu sebab over concern dia hhah..najwa sebab duk marah sebab tak jamin kat dia ina bleh dpat a..and jeng jeng for ur motivation haha..wow!!kita just tunggu SPM nanti..tgk sapa make the rite choice k..hihi..hope this bulls*** can help me improve my study..♥