A sister

My story start last saturday..my progress test was on friday but mama and abah ambik ina awai pagi sabtu..around 7++ camtu..kami head to rumah paklong dulu then kami kluaq ronda2 cari apa tah tak ingat..then ke Sunway sebab nak celebrate belated birthday kak ina..kami makan kat seoul garden..ya allah riuh gila dalam tu hahahaha..lepas tu kami trus ke subang square sebab nak ambik doorgift along..smpai2 ingatkan skit ja although mmg order 1000..tak sangka sampai 4 kotak plus 2 stack extra..haiyaaa end up kami kena potong kotak..transfer extra2 yang tak muat dalam bonet masukkan dalam plastik..before balik singgah rumah kakak mama..lepas tu kami balik sampai penang pukul 10 pagi ahad..amazing kan..ni penangan jam cam gila..bukan sebab accident ka apa pun..saja suma lembab..sampai2 trus bukak kotak doorgift buat apa yang mampu sebab petang tu nak balik kedah dah..untuk raya so sempat bawak balik brapa ratus jaa..raya cam2 tu ja..pi memanggil bagai petang tu balik penang balik..malam tu laa walaupun penat cakap kat alang nak tengok jugak movie..ya laa cuti cam tak cuti busy gila..bawak balik homework pun sempat pegang sat jaa..nak tengok drama pun pukul brapa pagi baru sempat..tu pun dah hilang segala feel..esok pagi tu sambung buat doorgift..buat ngan mama..alang ngan along kemas bilik pengantin..habis dalam kul 7++..asal tak mau tolong cat pun..serious dah sakit belakang tapi alang plak masuk tandas berjam2 pukul brapa nak siap kerja kalau camtu..so kata kat along cepat kita start dulu..cat laa bilik dia..tpi ina stop awai dah tak mampu huhu..esok tu plak kluaq ngan mama ngan abah pi cari sweets,candies pastu cari cadar hadiah untuk along..sebab katil smpai petang tu..hampehh malam baru sampai..kira lepas pasang katil suma baru laa bleh kemas2 skit..tpi ina dah peeeenatt hahaha..ina end up hanyut awaii..pagi ni kemas2 baju suma..along nga  kak ifah pi fitting kami uruskan apa yang patut kat penang..then balik ke kedah..kiranya skrang kami just menanti waktu...hahahaha esok insyallah hope everything went smoothly..along tak nebes sangat tok kadi tak ngarut sangat suma happy no drama2..suma dah excited tapi still boleh control hahaha..apa2 pun congrats bro..u have ur own family soon..be matured,responsible,loving,caring..control ur temper..be more considerate, always give and take..love her like you love me..i know u love me damn much thats y i dare to say it like that hahahah

different

last friday finally..my first final examination out of four finals in CAT..lucky me i am exempted for finance paper since i passed my accounts during high school..so im left with management paper..my study leave started 2 weeks ago..wow 2 weeks..actually it is only 3 days but thanks to that exemption my holiday is extended until last tuesday supposedly..then something went wrong with the system/server..i think i mentioned about this in my earlier post..anyway my timetable pun ada masalah and so on..so terpaksa balik awal dari sepatutnya dari rumah paklong..oh btw i am back mengganggu kat rumah paklong hahha..so back to the story..nama ina ada dua kali dalam list..satu on thursday another one on friday..dangg!!..isnin ke pejabat depa cakap..oo your name already on the system for both date so you can choose which date you like..i was like seriously!!..takpa laa asalkan ina bleh amik exam sudah..that wednesday my housemate exam..and after exam dia balik kampung..so that house belong to me hahah..study sambil melalak dalam bilik cam orang gila suma cukup..pagi jumaat..ina exam pukul 11-1..bangun awai sebab nak breakfast kat kolej..kononnya nak tengok la skit2 pagi tu..hampeh baru bukak terus blank..dalam kepala otak tolong laa tak mau ahh baca macam bila baca lagi bengong jaa..hahahah tunggu aliyah sebab dia the only classmate yang sama waktu ngan ina haritu..pukul 1050 cam tu kami tunggu depan lab ipac..waduhh cam nak tercabut jantung..sebelum masuk aliyah semangat jaa dia nak kluaq 30 minit sebelum habih waktu..end up 10 minit camtu baru dia kluaq..serious cakap habis jawab memang awai..nak dapat keyakinan nak tekan exit tu yang makan masa lama hahahah..ina kluaq dalam 6 minit terakhir camtu..kira orang last la senang..hahha serious gila bapak awai yang len kluaq..and yang ni pun cam pernah mentioned..ina punya test is computer based so directly after jawab trus print result..on the spot dia tulis pass or fail..skarang paham apa yang menyebabkan lama sangat baru nak tekan exit..nak menghadap kenyataan lepas tekan exit tu yang tak sanggup..anyway alhamdulillah for this first fight ina pass..next in December..tah laa bleh maintain or tak..my wish is to pass jaa..sebab result tak main peranan sangat pun untuk course ina..but since ina under scholar so nak tak nak kena pass 65%++..sapa yang target nak jadi pricewinner suma tu silakan laa bersaing dapat 90-100 yaa hahahah...ada ja orang dapat 100 tapi kalau cara study cam ina otak pun tak berapa nak kembang..hmm tak mau laa cakap..nanti jadi doa..paham2 laa yaa..haha..semalam lepas habis exam balik untuk makan petang/malam hahah beli bihun tomyam ngan teh ais..pergh tak penah rasa nikmat gila makan..sampai ke malam mengah hahaha..maybe penangan teh ais kot..pagi semalam bangun kemas dapuq,mop lantai suma..mandi peluh balik suma cukup bru laa balik umah paklong..tu pun sebelum tu dalam pukul 2++ kak iqah mai ambik...dia baru balik dari UITM..baru habis register untuk PHD..then kami berdua ke Sunway makan Wendy's sebab tak tau nak makan mana..ahahahah...then balik..kak ina ada kat rumah..pukul 7++ camtu kluaq lagi ngan kak ina ngan kak iqah..dinner..nak dinner tempat len tapi tak bukak..makan tah nama apa tah..kak iqah makan nachos ina ngan kak ina spaghetti..asal perut kenyang..balik cepat2 sebab nak sorak untuk D. Lee Chong Wei..takpa la tak dapat gold pun..silver pun balun ja hahahha..satgi depa nak pi join run kat cyberjaya..ina duk rumah ja kot..maklum laa isnin dah start klas..haihh..basically that's what my title mean..hahaha..ya laa selalu kalau skolah akan ada break after test..maybe sebab test ina memang dah ujung2 tak sempat laa nak merasa cuti after exam..but seriously concept sama ja macam skolah dulu..but for some reason rasa lain..although accomplish something but rasa tak perfect..tah laa mainan minda ja hahah..memang hujung2 minggu suka fefeeling..dah aa nak study business T_T..hope tak tidoq hahha cam banyak ja nak kena study..adiosss~~

yesterday is just another history

finally i have entered the 18th chapter of the story of my life..thank you everyone that wished me..my family..my bigger family haha..my ex-schoolmates, class mates..and a few of my mom's friends..although i am grateful for all the kind and cute wishes..i cant help feeling sad as this is the first time i celebrate it without my beloved family..as mentioned in my earlier post..im currently at my uncle's house..back in penang my mom is a full time housewife, while here everybody in this house is busy with their work..i do feel kinda lonely sometimes haha..but i can understand that each family have their own style..and i dont mind that cause i can do anything i want freely..remember the cake i got from Vivo..thats how i end my day yesterday..by eating half of the cake all by myself..there is sure a lot of things going on in my head yesterday..even im confused with my feeling..i tried to keep myself calm..but as soon as i hear my mom's voice..i couldn't help this tears from falling haha..such a crybaby..im blank again now so let's just move on to the pic session hahaha..enjoy~

my classmates

thank u guyss

seriously shah and azrul -_- 

hahah ampunn

thank u  housemate

mekasih sofia ^_^

awww bila eddrianna berbicara

hanim or backward MINAH

thanks babe

kak tin!!!!

no wonder putih..jepun mix korean

wathiqah melting i

ni takat watsep..kat fb and insta pun ada hahaha thank u suma..klau kat insta ada cute video from..hmm anak sedara(?) haha..noah higgerson wish maksu reena birthday hahhaa so cute thanks..

smalam2 nya ceta hihi..live with passion!

cake from vivo

triple choco mousse cake

yummy..rich chocolate babeh~!

mom's post

mom's post

dad's post

dhanya's post

thats all..till my next post..insyallah after my final@_@

preparing myself

hola molaa..woow suddenly rasa awkward lepas berkurun tak update blog..maklumlaa susah nak dapat wifi, masa tak cukup dan paling penting kemalasan yang berpanjangan..BUT! memandangkan ina kak umah paklong boleh laa..tenet free, masa terluang banyak..jap3 why am i here??..well since final is next week..im enjoying my study leave away from college hahaha..actually study leave brapa hari jaa..but since jadual exam ina lambat lagi so pandai2 la  extend study leave sendiri hahah..cakap pasai jadual exam..ni yang bikin panas ni..k start dia macam ni..haritu kluaq satu name list cakap student CAT kena sign..tapi kat situ dah ada tarikh exam except for tarikh FA1..which i dont care cause i am exempted..so ok laa..then suruh sign lagi skali tah apa punca waktu ni pun cam apa ja lagi..suruh kumpul pukul 830 malam untuk sign..bayangkan ada 300++ but tak handle elok2..ada yang potong barisan..ikut kawan mencelah kat depan suma ada...ina end up buang masa beratuq bagai for 2 hours..ok takpa..waktu sign tu dia suruh tanda exempted ka tak suma tu..then brapa hari lpas..kluaq satu lagi name list cam finalize tarikh..tengok nama ina still ada paper FA1..tanya pihak ipac ni nak ignore or nak buat camna..then depa cakap ok takpa nanti kami akan inform lain..fine tak inform apa, orang dah balik study leave tetiba suruh suma student ambik slip exam..tak ada slip tak leh nak exam..what the..nasib benda tu kawan leh tolong ambilkan..selesai bab tu..then semalam kluaq list baru with my name in it..ckap suma nama dalam list baru kena ambil slip baru ada perubahan..kebetulan ada sorang classmate ina tolong ambilkan..guess what..dri tarikh 16/8 tukaq ke 19/8..ok dia cam ok tak ok sma banyak..ok sebab leh study lama skit..macam laa duk umah paklong skrang duk study hahah..tak ok nya..ikut suka hati ampa jaa last minute tukaq..then tiba2..smalam ada notice kata akan ada briefing harini..kul 9 pagi..agak2 laa..suppose harini start exam kot bleh plak dia baru nak briefing..plus brapa ramai student yang exempted yang dah balik kampung bagai..nasib ina duduk umah paklong ja..kak iqah tolong hantaqkan..lagi sakit hati..ingat info apa laa nak gtau..benda yang depa gtau kat notice smalam benda tu jugak laa yang depa sampaikan..so briefing tu habis in 30 mins..im like..seriously kluaq statement suma student WAJIB hadir dengaq briefing dari management..and it ended in 30 mins..cam baru sngat plak kacau kak iqah..so jalan la dulu ngan iman..k mcD n Giant..waktu nak balik tu..kak iqah bawak ke Aeon..sebabnya nak breakfast..hihi kami berdua ja malas nak masak awai2..kami makan kat Vivo..sebabnya ina ada kad haha..ina makan sandwich with chicken slice..kak iqah sandwich with tah chicken panini(?) hahah..then kak iqah amik set dapat mushroom soup but dia tak makan mushroom..alasan kulat hahahah..hmm nampak sangat ina makan banyak..ina habiskan sandwich,fries and soup..lpas tu waktu nak bayaq guna la kad ina..kantoi laa birthday ina esok hahaha...i get a free cake ^_^..bru plan nak beli after habis final..dapat awai rupanya alhamdulillah..last skali nak ceta yang besday saye esok hahahah..haih first time celebrating without family..takpa nanti balik raya haji ganti balik hahah..thats all

back to where i belong

so last friday is the last day of my 2nd progress test..yup test again before we can enjoy our break..which mean im finally reunited with my family..so test started at 9 until 11..after test we have a simple class discussion about our groups presentation and class photo so we ended up missed the bus available at the moment..but at that moment there was no other feelings other than damn excited to see both of my parents plus my bro..sampai ja rumah trus kalut kemas apa yang patut..yup it is my usual way of kemas cause my mom still complain when she entered my room..so back to the story..around 12 they came and we went to alamanda..the next day which is yesterday..before we head home we decided to stop by Mitsui cause my bro aren't with us the last time we went there..can you imagine we reach mitsui around 11 and head home at 430..dont ask me what we do there..cause I DONT KNOW~..macam slalu abah guna jalan kampung sampai kampar dah pukul 7..oh maii dah la satu kedai yang decent pun tak nampak sepanjang jalan tu..last skali search waktu berbuka..masuk wktu kami makan cornflake, oreo, hall, ngan ayaq masak ja hahahah..sedih!.akhirnya jumpa kedai makan berhenti makan..then continue our journey..waktu abah bawa malam khamis ke kl depa berhenti sahuq kat kedai nama Joy Corner..so smlam ingat depa nak berhenti minum..konon nak bagi ina merasa suasana meriah pukul 3 pagi smbil tengok bola malam seblum tu..tengok2 smpai situ geng pakcik2 hritu duk ada lagi...tengok wrestling plak dah..mama segan nak pi hahah so tak jadi berhenti situ..tah berhenti kedai mana tah and then smbung balik perjalanan ina dah tak sedaq apa..yang ina tau pukul 12+ baru smpai rumah..so thats all..about my test hmm tunggu la camna lepas cuti raya ni..ya allah harap tak dpat laa kelas tambahan..sukarela join takpa..jgan terpaksa join tu yang sakit tu..lagi brapa hari nak raya..hmmm..kita tengok la macam mana keadaan raya tahun ni ahahahha..chauu

Pissed off

Today is my first progress test..and im totally frustrated now..first paper is FA1 financial accounting 1..well i hope i reach my target mark..at 1.30 continue with MA1, management accounting 1..i dont know but i guess it wont be that bad..i mean i still think im able to get my targeted mark..but the real problem is FAB foundation of accounting in business..i dont know..im dead pissed off..thats all i can say..i told my mom yesterday..i dont think im well prepared..putting on a smile on my face didnt change what my heart feel and what my mind think about now..all i can do is wait for the result..i wish i can still think positively...i really want to

No other way

Guess what?! Im not even one month here and there is a test coming this monday..superb!! Honestly i am afraid as i cant seem to picture how the test will look like..haishh but ever since i came here..i dont know something makes me think positive everyday..maybe it is because my desire to finish my study as soon as possible so that i can be what i wanna be apart from staying close to my beloved family..betul laa orang cakap dekat2 tak perasaan bila jauh baru tau..ya ya you can say anything you want..anak manja, selalu berkepit ngan family..anything you say means nothing to me..cause this is me..i value family more than anything else and im proud of it..but there is no other way..this is what i want to do..to be somebody that able to make my parents live happily and stress-free..and that is who i will be..4 years is all it takes what else can i do other than be strong,be matured and be myself..just a short notes during break time hihi..last word..화이팅!!