is this real?!

exactly 7.14 p.m..i received an email..it is from mypac..dun dun dunnn!!..time to reveal the result..ALHAMDULLILAHHH!!!..the first bold word that attract my attention is..TAHNIAH!!what else can i say..cepat2 panggil mama..mama macam biasa la tak dan apa dah sebak..hikhikhik..waaa tak tau nak kata apa..hari ni result upu pun keluaq..ina dapat uitm tapah untuk diploma akaun..but this better offer comes knocking at my door instead..lagi happy..my cousin sapa lagi kalau bukan hanim tercapai impian sambung asasi law kat dengkil...hihihi proud of you..ayuh jadi dak keyel lak lepaih ni muahahaha..next week kita kepong keyel sama2..oh nak gtau jugak walaupun dia tak mau masuk pun..kuat sungguh jodoh kami..matriks sama, uitm pun dapat sama..haha apakan daya sorang nak masuk matriks sorang nak masuk intec..apa2 pun hope still contact...sorang lagi dapat uitm sama eddi hahah..aish dak sorang ni saja ja nak buat ayat bagi ina sedih, terharu, kembang suma haha..nak masuk uni dengan arfa sebab arfa arfa..hahha faham tak ayat tu..lu pikiaq la sendiri..apa2 pun..thanks to everybody yang tolong doakan untuk ina..dari adik bradik plus future kakak, mama abah, pakcik makcik,sepupu sepapat, tok tokwan, kawan mama abah, kawan kelas..hahah seriously speechless gila sebab..eh baca la last post kalau nak tau betapa tak confidentnya lepas interview..lastly..what i can say is..with this oppurtunity i'll do my best to achieve my goal..cant wait to see the light at the end of this journey~insyaallah...although tak masuk belajaq pun lagi and tak achieve apa2 pun lagi..ina just nak gtau this is the first time i feel like my parents are truely proud of me..haha bayangkan abah buat YES! macam orang menang lottery apa ja haha..and mama tak tentu arah nak duduk ka diri sambil call suma orang hahaha..thank you guys for putting your hope and faith in me..even after habis interview i didnt include this in my last post..masuk ja keta ina ada nangis and they asked me apa soalan and your answer..despite ina duk kata ina tak confident and stuff..they keep saying nahh..you did your best and answer something out of the box..dont worry kalau ada rezeki dapat..kalau tak we think of something else..im grateful that i came from this loving and supportive family

That was plain bad

ok seriously baru sampai rumah paklong right after my interview(11.15)..and all i can say is..IT IS DAMN AWFUL!! Ok start balik dari mula..semalam pukul 8.30 lepas abah ngan along balik baru laa nak siap2 nak bertolak..so kami singgah makan kat kedai abang uncle faiz then gerak ke kl..masalahnya faktor usia pak kami..terpaksa la kami stop r&r makan pau,karipap ngan minum kopi..untuk save time abah tak mau tidoq dulu  so melelong jugak laa jadii cmna nak ina nak rehat hahaha..but kami still truskan perjalanan and sampai rumah paklong pukul 2 pagi..and pukul 6-7 ina mama and abah siap2 untuk ke interview..again first daftar then trus masuk dewan untuk taklimat..lpas tu kami jalan ke tempat interview..ina panel ke 4 ingat nak ambik masa lama..tengok2 pukul 11 dah kena panggil..and it wasnt good..ayat tunggang langgang,grammar tah apa2,muka tak confident,ARGHHHH!!! geramnya awatlaa jadi lagutu..duk tengok orang kluaq masuk suma cam ok jaa..ina kluaq2 trus..can i go home now..HUH!!tah laa duk nampak tak dapat dah..hancusss..so now either masuk intec biaya sendiri or kuptm la nampaknya..and now kami ingat nak ronda kl but then tak sempat kluaq area umah paklong in fact betoi2 depan guard house keta mampuih..perghh nasib dah habih interview suma..entah laa along ngan abah tengah call tow..oh jawapan interbiu dapat next week..tk dapek laa eden nak kata apa..gerak luu paperr rojer

seeking for the right future

*WARNING - LONG POST AHEAD* 

a few weeks ago result matrics dah keluaq..and alhamdullilah ina dapat matiks penang..and guess what mulut mama masin ina dapat sama dengan hanim ngan kak tin haha..so here is the full story tarikh result keluaq 14 april kot..but ina dengaq kata pukul 12 tengah hari baru keluaq..but then cam mana tah pagi tu ina terjaga pukul 3 ada 100+ chat kat whatsapp duk tanya dapat mana matriks so saja la check and yeaa dapat...back to group chat tu tengok suma pakat dapat kedah..dah mula la curious sapa lagi sama ngan ina..tunggu sampai pukul 6 call kak tin trus..nak hantaq chat confirm malam baru tau..so while dia check..hanim plak call tanya dapat mana..tgk kami dapat tempat sama..hahah..waktu tu memang cam waaa untungnya yang len suma tak ke situ..but kami tiga stay together hahah..so tak pa laa bahagian tu..ni permulaan cerita panjang plak..before ina habis skolah ina dah kata nak jadi account..ehem2 chartered accountant..so ina search on how to be one hihi..and i came across this programme C.A.T stands for Certified Accounting Technician..it is like a foundation of ACCA(Association of Chartered Certified Accountant)..different from diploma and foundation of accounting because CAT papers are from UK..and it is a direct link to ACCA..senang cakap kalau foundation or diploma maybe around 25 years old habis blajaq..but through this programme ina bleh habis blajaq around 21 years old so..sempat la nak cari pakwe hahahah..just kidding..serious balik..ina pun cari where can i study CAT other than private college..klau private pun the cheapest and easiest mana..tengah search tetiba i came across this blog..kak ni pi interview dekat Intec but then she apply under UITM..dkat blog tu jugak dia ada gtau pasal satu scholarship ni..gatai la pi bukak page tu plak..Yayasan Peneraju Pendidikan Bumiputera..kat situ ada a few peneraju but yang berkaitan accounting ni dalam peneraju professional..masuk la link tu..tgk detail suma tengok2 tarikh tutup 24th march..masalahnya ina bukak tu dalam 21-22 camtu..trus cari info pasal scholarship tu plak..malam tu list out apa yang ina tau then gtau abah..ok roughly apa yang ina dapat..nak detail cari sendiri la..in 4 years ina suppose habis CAT-ACCA+OBU degrees..OBU ni stands or Oxford Brookes University..uni ni ada kerjasama ngan ACCA in a way..so any ACCA holder bleh apply for it..so lepas abah call paklong maklsong suma kami pun decide try la..oh one more thing yayasan ni under jabatan perdana menteri hehe..waktu apply dia tanya pilihan kampus..either sunway or intec..since intec dekat dengan rumah paklong ina pun pilih la intec..a bit of info about intec..it is located at seksyen 18 shah alam..used to be under uitm but diprivatekan..both intec ngan sunway is a platinum ACCA holder..unfortunately scholarship ni pilih 200 student ja..and those yang pass CAT 65% above full scholarship..but below that kena bayaq 20%..amazingkan..so esok tu jugak ina ngan bimbingan mama apply benda tu..but then ina tak hoping pun untuk benda ni so waktu baca pasal intake intec..tengok tarikh dah lepas..so memang leggo haha..so kita pun cari laa benda lain..mama pun try tanya kawan dia bagai..so we came across another option..kptm..but kptm di KL-Cheras dah tukaq jadi KUPTM and kat situ the only place yang offer this programme..so skarang apa lagi apply suma dah tunggu ja result acano..what a surprise a few days after ina dapat email..right at 1230a.m..panggilan untuk saringan pada 4 mei di INTEC..whatt?!!..and nak dijadikan gempaknya lagi..kebetulan along ngan abah cuti!!..so KL here we go..since i dont remember everything that happen other than makan3..so kita skip ke hari interview tu ja laa..pagi tu seawal 6++ dah bangun siap2 suma..then since registration start 830 kami bertolak around 8..sebab serious dekat sangat..lepas tu dah sampai kena sign daftar..lepas tu masuk dewan dengaq taklimat ringkas..about MYpac and stuff..dalam 930 semua student diarah keluaq dewan untuk gerak ke tempat exam..first exam eng suma comp based and 25 objective questions..and i dont feel like putting my score here..so let it be a secret haha..next math test same thing 40 questions..after the test kami sekeluarga balik ke rumah paklong untuk ambik along ahahaha..and we head back..but before that kami ke rumah uncle hussin and aunty shima..jumpa ngan kak nadzirah,kak nadrah ngan abg am..sebab kak nadrah heading back to us this monday..and on the way saja laa check result kuptm..and yeaa ina dapat tawaran untuk CAT programme kat situ..hihi so now i have 2 options matrics and kuptm..now waiting for the 3rd INTEC!..insyallah...mana tau duduk KEYEL hihi..and mana tau hanim pun dapat asasi kat dengkil..klau betul baru la..kami buddiez takkan berpisah muahahah..apa2 pun maybe esok dapat tau result..and kalau dapat maybe 14 haribulan dipanggil interview..oh lupa plak..on the way ke KL..kami guna jalan kampung..dekat Kampar kami accident!!..jengjengjeng..tak la teruk saja buat teruk haha..ceta dia camni..ada keta bahalol mana tah no.plat DCQ860..ambik ang cari pasal lagi no.plat sedas..dia convoy ka apa tak tau tak reti nak masuk line btoi2..pastu nak cross depan keta kami..abah stop la then apek toyota camry BAMM!! langgaq pungkong keta..along kluaq keta nak pi kejaq keta ngok tu..abah kluaq tengok bumper..apek tu pun kluaq..ina pun pusing blakang..tengok keta dia..omaigod kemik sebelah..memang lampu sebelah tak leh guna la..but then dia tak mau report sebab dia yang langgaq blakang..and yang lagi terkejut..kereta kami tak da effect..ada pun calaq skit2 ja..haha..apa2 pun kami selamat sampai dan selamat balik..and actually ada lagi satu ceta tapi malas nak tulis panjang sangat dah rasanya hahah..so ina chau lu nahh~!

short reunion with Kak Tin

today ina akhirnya outing with my buddy,Kak Tin!!..senang sungguh 2-3 hari lepas ajak, hari ni trus keluaq muahaha..semua sebab satu soalan dari Kak Tin..soalan out of no where.."wei hang x rindu aku ka? Haha"(ayat ni sebijik ayat yang dia tulis k)..ina pun random idea SUPP! masuk otak..mai laa umah, tak pun kita jumpa lepak mana2..nak lepas rindu ja..ahahaha gedik sangat..then dia pun buat laa ayat..ala bukan ada transport and so on..so nak ada transport yang confirm hujung minggu la since my dad cuti haha..boleh laa bawak kami pi mana2..so keluaq la plak ayat ni "hujung minggu ka apa jom ah..tgk wayang ka"..so mula la planning mula2 merapu..so ina pun saja2 laa tengok wayang ada ceta kalau sabtu ni..which is today..awal2 dia kata paling jauh maybe takat queensbay ja..then ada tanya nak ajak orang lain tak..masalah nya bukan tak mau ajak..tak suka style yang last minute tak menjadi ni..so senang plan berdua ja ahhah..then tengok kat queensbay ada zootopia ngan jungle book..suruh la dia pilih nak mana..since jungle book takda sapa review lagi so kami pun decide nak tengok jungle book..ada pukul 1++ and banyak lagi..cam ok la jugak takat nak tengok wayang..then terpikiaq lak..before habis spm dulu..yupp dulu haha..ada kata nak makan kat seoul garden..alang2 nak kluaq ni ajak la dia..dah tu kluaq plak ayat ayah dia keja so takut tak leh hantaq..tin tin tin..hahah arfa sedia membantu..haha dah macam wonderpet..hujung minggu abah cuti boleh ja pi ambik dia bukan rumah kluaq penang pun..malam tu sembang ngan abah..tetiba bukak idea nak pi BBW tak..yea3 tau this time tak update anything pasal BBW..sebab tak menarik like past years..but tak bermakna ina tak beli something..then ada idea lain plak abah kata..why not try TGV beanieplex kat Paragon..tapi dia kata nak dekat2 ja..abah kata takyah risau kami ada kat situ gak, ada guardian..macam menarik la jugak sebab ina pun tak pernah masuk beanie tu bukan tu ja TGV kat Paragon pun tak pernah pi haha..tengok la review pasal wayang beanie ni suma..bayangkan tak pernah2 tengok review pasal quality wayang tetiba siap kaji segala jenis wayang ada kat malaysia..abah kata ambik ja book online..nak book tu pun punya la bengong..nak book seat tu tetiba error la apa la..last skali esok tu baru boleh book tu pun lepas abah call depa..and nasib seat tu still kosong..oh and nasib beanie ni ada 3 ceta ja kot yang depa tayang..salah satunya Jungle Book tu haha...selesai suma planning..pagi tadi seawal 9 pagi kami kluaq umah..semangat tak..tapi kami tak straight ke umah Kak Tin kami pi basuh keta lu..nak dekat 10 gak la baru sampai..actually kami plan 1st stop lpas rumah Fatin is Roadwalk haha..but takut panas sangat cair makeup Kak Tin haha..kami end up breakfast kat Kayu lu..kami 3 makan roti canai, abah makan tose air..air kosong,air sirap limau..hmm detail sungguh tah la tak ingat yang lain..next stop lepas lapik perut kami singgah BBW..before masuk BBW ada la berangan pi Jepun sat haha..after 3rd visit i still bought something..what is wrong with me?!!...Kak Tin cuci mata jerr haha..then lepas pening penat tengok buku kami gerak ke Gurney..waktu sampai around 1 camtu,,kami trus head to Seoul Garden..ok kat sini..once start makan time flies~ hahah..pukul 230++ cam tu baru kami blah..memang perut mengah gak ah..sementara nak bagi makanan hadam..kami breeze walk depan Gurney untuk ke Paragon..sampai sana beanie still tak seating so kami ditinggalkan disitu sementara tunggu waktu bleh masuk..310 camtu kami masuk..and enjoy the show..review about the movie..hmm..SOO CUTE!!..the detail is nice..the character is unforgettable(for now)..haha..overall it is a nice movie to watch..character that i remember..Bagheera(my fav), Mowgli(of course), Baloo(fatin fav), King Louie(wanna be like you-oo), Shere Khan(old tiger), Akela(huhu T-T), Raksha(protective mom), Kaa(trusst in meee~), Gray(cutiee wolfiee)..thats all that i can remember..after the show we took a few more pics..then since dah tak da plan apa lagi..tiba masa untuk berpisah..6++ cam tu kami hantaq Fatin balik umah..so before tunjuk gambaq2 yang tak semegah tu..i wanna say thank you sudi keluaq ngan sayee haha..and tahniah dapat straight a's for SPM..accept eh ni as hadiah kejayaan mu hahah..hope we can still hang out again next time..mana tau mulut mak aku masin..kita sambung tempat sama sungguh hahaha..apa2 pun hope tak menyesal kluaq sekali hihi

berjaya diculik..senyum skit

underneath pokok sakura~i will wait for U~

huish khusyukk

the only moment mampu tengok tempat lain..start makan tak panggung kepala dah

mm..apa ada dalam tu eeh..banyak sangat

gambaq goyang!!

extra flash at our oily skin

bergambaq dengan bae..bukan kak tin..bagheera blakang tu

fatin and bae Baloo feat. King Louie and Shere Khan

nak balik dahh

incase some one wondering how beanie looks like

(source google)

it is like sitting on a super comfy sofa that follow the shape of your body when you sit..or sleep~ ^_^

alhamdullilah..ready for my next step

the day has come..finally haha..where should i start??..ok lets just start from last night..before my last post..unfortunately something happened to me yesterday..and my right eyelid is swollen..what a perfect day to have a swollen eyelid..haish..later that night my mom suggest that i put garlic on my eyelid..suppose to be an old "petua"..but guess what..it was so painful and my eye turned red..at that moment i can only see half of everything..welllll~ i might exaggerate at that part haha..so i asked for a cool pad..and ended up sleeping with it..around 3 a.m...i woke up and change the cool pad to a new one but it is kinda hard to fall back asleep once you are awake..so i check my phone...tons of chat from all group in my Whatsapp.. from friends, cousin, and others..oh and yes..the cool pad is still on my eye at that time ahaha..around 530 a.m...my mom came into my room and i realize that in less than 5 hours the result is out..so i make up my mind..try calming myself down..as time goes by around 7++ am...i took my bath and get ready..around 9 my mom and i went to school..instead of entering the school we decided to stay in the car and wait till my friend..Kak Tin arrived..around 930+ she arrived and we enter the school..almost 10 am..my cousin called me..she told me that she still doesnt know about her result but she knew that she isn't one of the straight a students..thanks to her..im dead nervous..and finally the announcement..this year my school still maintain our record as the 3rd best school in Penang..but our GPS kinda drop but individual result wasnt that bad..and the worst thing is..there are only 28 students that achieved straight a..and there are 2 students from my class..at that moment i know i wont be one of them..it goes to Kak Tin and Jeng Yee..sincerely congratulations to both of you...well you both deserved it..but what happen to MY result..so the rest that didnt get straight a's..we need to queue up and get our slip from our homeroom teacher..my teacher didnt even open up my file like what she did to the other student before me..she just smile and said..sikit lagii...hahaha..memang sikit lagi..i get 7a, 1a-, and 1b+..hadoii..and my b+ is agama hahahahah..what can i say other than thankful for what i get..my mom thought that i cried because i didnt get to stand on stage...thats not the problem..i cried because i cant believe it..im happy enough just to see my teacher smile as she gave me the file..i seriously have no idea what to say at that moment..especially when i spoke to my dad, grandpa and my bro hahah..i dont know why everytime i talk to this three person..i ended up losing myself hahaha..continue..after that we went to my dad's office and have lunch with him..as we reached home one of my neighbours..came to our house just to congratulate me hahah..thank you to all the teachers that taught me all this while..to my parents that always put your faith in me..always ask me to calm myself and dont stress myself..always say that you guys wont put burden by hoping the best from me..nothing else i can say..i am truely syukur..and excited with what i achieve..ALHAMDULILLAH...as always..enjoy the pics

my damn swollen eye

lepak lam kereta luuu

apabila anda bersama Kak Tin

orang tak ramai lagi..kami usha kot jauh

uish dak straight a!!!..TAHNIAH 

my result

sijil berhenti skolah

sijil akaun

sijil addmath

sijil projek akaun

my filee

ootd

sekian sudah gambar untuk hari ini..dengan edit awesome tu..bye

will this determine my life?

i cant believe it..tomorrow i will get the answer that i have been waiting for almost 3-4 months...the one that makes me wonder what should i do in the future..the answer that determine whether my struggles have been paid off or not..the answer that can solve my problems with UPU application..hahah..yup!it is no other than SPM results..nervous? who isn't..talking about UPU application..well yeah i didn't apply yet..why rushing when you don't even know what you get..i mean..each courses have their own qualification..so if we choose something but ended up unqualified for it..then??..but i didn't criticize those that had done it..this is my own personal opinion..and plus.. im hoping that i can go into matric..people told me that matric is harder as you need to struggle as you need to finish everything in a year..but i think no matter where you go you still need to struggle to face the competition..so for now..i don't want to talk about what will happen..cause what matters now..is where will i stand?!hahah..since my point is to tell that the result is out tomorrow..i guess i already delivered it..so thats all for tonight..hahah..wish i have a goodnight sleep.@_@.

big bro first step

on the 7th of February my big bro, Muhammad Arfarizal Bin Arman finally engaged to someone that he met for almost 8 years ago. So lets start from the very beginning,her name is Nur Arfah Binti Mohamad but my family call her Ifah well of course I call her Kak Ifah. Almost all of my family members met her before including my late Grandma..tapi Tok tengok gambaq ja laa but Tok siap restu dah hahaha..so kalau nak cerita macam mana depa berjumpa, berkenalan dan berkekalan ni memang alamatnya sampai ke hari nikah pun belum tentu habis hihhi over sangat..so for now kita cerita pasal what happen on that particular date ja. Kami sekeluarga balik ke Kedah sehari sebelum, by the time kami sampai everybody dah ada kat rumah..by eveybody i mean family paklong, family makngah, family kami, family pakcik and family maksu. Ni barulah namanya Full House hahaha..since makngah and maksu dah memang bilik kat tingkat atas..so depa tak da masalah tempat tidoq..paklong tidoq tingkat atas gak tapi kat depan tv laa..family pakcik lagilah tak yah risau since rumah depa exactly belakang rumah tokwan ja so keluarga kami yang sampai lambat ni terpaksalah tidoq kat belah blakang skit..kami tidoq awal sebab esok tu kami nak gerak awal ke wedding planner untuk ambik hantaran..lepas makan pagi, siap2 suma kami bawak kek yang dihadiahkan oleh kawan along, kak syamim and dua kotak ferrero rocher ke wedding planner tu..kek tu along ambik dua hari sebelum, seriously comel gila kek tu haha..thank you on behalf of my family ^_^..back to wedding planner..bila sampai everything is almost complete tinggal nak touch up sikit2..talked about the wedding planner..nama wedding planner ni Butik Cinta Bridal House dekat area Shahab Perdana..thanks to layanan baik aunty Nani, we are kinda attracted to this wedding planner..in fact ina dah pernah masuk blog and facebook depa..then after roughly planning for the wedding we talked about hantaran and other stuff..unfortunately dekat wedding planner ni depa tak buat hantaran..but she said she can try ask around about it..that night she called my mom and said how about she do it by herself..so we decided to let her handle everything..for me since this is the first time she do it dengan sekadar tengok contoh2 kat google..she kinda did a great job..after lunch around 230 camtu kami ready nak berangkat ke rumah kak ifah..before kami masuk kereta masing2 kami berkumpul depan rumah then paksu lead bacaan doa..sebab ada 5 family so kereta convoy pun 5 buah laa..kami sampai tak tepat but around waktu event start which is 4 p.m..kluaq2 kereta suma yang pegang hantaran stay together hahha..bajet perarakan you~..lepas selesai persetujuan kedua2 pihak..tiba masa sarungkan cincin..waktu ni suma mengalahkan wartawan hahaha..after that kami dijamu mee kari, kek cheese, kuih talam, tapai, pulut kuning and kari daging and air oren..suma daging since my mama tak makan ayam.. alhamdullilah suma selesai around 520 camtu..since waktu berbincang ada pertukaran tarikh skit kami tak balik rumah trus, kami ke venue wedding day nanti..kat mana tu nanti ina share k..haha..anyway everything dah selesai for now..my brother no longer single and available cause he is engaged..even though dia masih bergedik but insyaallah this relationship will stay till Jannah..AMIN~!..so apa lagi enjoy the pic

Located at Shahab Perdana Kedah

Beautiful cake 

basket of fruits

ring holder

tepak sirih

semanis cokelat haha

next,

posing before bertolak

along and tokwan tak ikut

paksu baca doa

suma ready depan rumah

hantaran pegang sorang satu k

aminn~!

off we go!!

selfie lu dalam keta

tak nampak but ikut turutan kereta kami, paklong, pakngah,pakcik,and paksu

dah sampai

ok suma ready!!

para pemegang hantaran dari kiri cepat jalan

para lelaki

geng wanita

barisan hantaran..tuudiaaa~!

ahli2 belah perempuan

bacaan doa~

tak cukup satu hantaran dalam gambaq ni..

sarung cincin time

tangkap gambaq cepat

tunjuk skit jari hikhik

sesi salam bersalaman

eh bercium plak

ahhh ni namanya behind the scene hihih

senyumm

perjumpaan besan2

bergambaq bersama mantu dan besan

pak kami ngan pak lang kak ifah

eh selfie skit

huh! selesai sudah~

later that night..kami dinner di Anjung Kuala

nak makan..tunggu!!selpiaq luu

enjoyy the dinner

ada 4-5 meja gak laa baru muat suma

ingat ampa jaa leh bergambaq..orang baru tunang buat muka blurr hikhik

peace

trus ada yang join haha

eheh bertambah lak 

geng yang tak leh nampak kamera haha

sekian sudah..the whole day kat jalan jaaa

i guess that's all..next post about my bro..maybe on his wedding day..so wait till then..to all the family members that participate in the event..thank you so much..and to my bro..hope you will be happy with the person that you choose to be your lifetime partner!..anyway tukaq topik sat..in less than a month ina akan amik result..result apa lagi kalau tak esyipeyem..hahah so hope i have good news on that day..so again thanks to everyone that help for that day..including family members on both sides, wedding planner and my bro's colleague..so byee!!