usual activity

planning asal nak buat malam raya but then malam raya abah request asam pedas ikan pari so terbantut la plan tu..then malam first day raya hujan plak dah..cancel lagi planning tu..so malam semalam baru la mampu nak buat our usual activity...tak lain dan tak bukan!!! BARBEQUE!!!..selalu kami akan bbq sebab along balik or tu la macam plan asal nak celebrate something cam raya gitu...semalam around kul 5 camtu...siapkan perapan daging lepas maghrib alang and abah start prepare api untuk activity kami..siap tengok youtube bagai la punya nak make sure this time daging masak elok tak well done sangat tak overcook terus...siap mengkaji nak letak api tu belah mana suma...this time tak macam selalu preparation cepat and daging pun masak elok..so terbukti laa kalau ada ilmu tu insyallah tak kan sia-sia...at the same time mama siapkan nasi goreng and cheese dip...kami tak buat banyak mana pun cukup la untuk mulut 4 orang makan...memang mengah pun lepas makan semua jadi ular ja terbaring habis...since tahun ni takda along and kak ifah kami tak la sekecoh selalu tapi pasang lagu raya punya kuat...abah kata jiran takkan dengaq...tapi kalau dengaq tu ampun laa  kami raya kedua baru nak beraya nak buat acano hahahaha...yang lain tu tengok la gambaq chau~

Alang in action

Apiiiiii

Look at that hottie

Daging perapan cam tak perap.. Tapi rasa ok ja k

Obvious tak sapa yang buat kerja sapa yang tak

Cam tangkap dari bumbung tak

Makan makan~~

Faktor kegemokkan

Enjoying ma nite

raya sedondon~

Ramadhan dah berlalu, kini Syawal menyusul tiba.. walaupun duk Covid lagi, duk ber-MCO bagai... preparation raya still on!... kuih raya tu tak yah cakap laa... memang dari beberapa hari lepas mama dah kalut buat beberapa jenis... malam raya kalut buat rendang, prepare bahan nak buat lontong and a few cakes... then vid call ngan along and kak ifah... sampai mama suruh letak la kira, punya lama sembang... maklum laa tahun lepas Ina yang diperantauan, tahun ni along plak diperantauan stranded kat Penang... raya tahun ni memandangkan bukannya ada orang nak mai rumah... eh silap memang kami tak galakkan orang mai rumah pun, baju raya pakai yang last year punya orang tak perasan kot kan... baju tu dan pakai sekali, tu pun waktu first day exam @ last day puasa last year... fefeeling keluaq exam hall dah nak maghrib sambut raya awal skit... so lepas siap2 pagi tadi tolong la skit2 kat dapuq then apa lagiii... makann laa~...lepas makan sambil menunggu sesi bermaaf-maafan apa lagi vid call along lagi sekali laa... sebab kami dah ada trend start ngan mama bermaaf-maafan ngan abah then baru kami dari tua sampai muda follow... so kena la tunggu along and kak ifah bersiap dulu la apa laa... then kami buat sesi bergambaq, boleh kata dah cover most part of the house la... tak tau dah nak cari angle mana yang tak serabut sangat.. eh malas la nak type layan ja la gambaq yang ada

flat lay di pagi raya

Menu pagi raya : rendang n lontong

kuih muih dan keropok kerepek

jemputt

menu wajib every year first day raya

mama ada buat gift skit untuk staff office abah

scene 1: dapuq sebab lighting cam boek

walaupun muka tak makeup (muka tak siap la orang kata)...tapi self love lagi penting

bodyguard kurang sorang

rare tau gambaq ni...jarang nak senyum tulus camtu

signature move mau ada rahhh

rebel skit pagi raya ni

bawah tangga pun hadam ja laa

ni dah kenapa?~

why so serious~ we're here to seek for forgiveness not to pick a fight

since along n kak ifah takda..tikus/arnab tu la pengganti ya..

PKP kan!! jangan duk main kat luaq laa..MASUK!

ikan emas tu mewakili kami satu family..since tak cukup quorum terpaksa bergambaq ngan adik beradik basah ni

Penang Mari

~~ Minal Aidin Wal Faizin ~~

CHIWII

WAA!! rasa lamanya tak update blog guna laptop... even kat intec until certain sem laptop lama dah dipulaukan..most of the time update through phone or computer kat library... reason satu laptop lama agak lagging maklum la dah lama...second selalu urgent update so cam guna phone lagi cepat and kalau kat library tu hmmm dah memang tak da kerja la tu in between classes... jadi benda kalau kena tinggai lama2 ni tau2 laa...macam2 la kerenah dia...mula la nak transfer gambaq problem, screen mula buat hal and etc... so cerita dia Ina dah ada laptop baru...ingat dak post sebelum ni pasai beli phone baru… Huawei kan so tengok la features matebook dia... and somehow kinda fall in love with it.. so lepas a few debates and discussion ngan abah disertakan dengan rujukan ilmiah abang2 iolss… harini Ina dapat la laptop tu muahahahah… tengah2 MCO ni jugak la gedik baru nak beli...sebelum PKP acah nak tunggu Xpro la bagai… cerita dia a few weeks ago dah contact ngan Huawei store kat Aman Central tanya pasai latest update of the XPro and expected price...tapi dia balas cam lambat and vague sangat...so end up cakap kat abah lek lu ahh tak urgently in need of a laptop pun... then semalam sambil tengok MBC music fest abah suruh tanya lagi sekali exact price...so pagi tadi seawal entah la pukul brapa Ina menjalankan tugas yang diberi… pagi tu jugak depa respond... after a while payment has been made walaa… so tengah hari camtu sampai la ke pintu rumah ku hehehe... Huawei Matebook 13 and here I am trying to transfer all my pic/vid from previous laptop to this new one hehehe... Apart from that!! harini jugak Ina dapat email dari Ms Pei again...oh maybe tak pernah mention pasal Ms Pei ni in previous post but to keep it short and simple..she is the one I'm currently in contact with in regards to EY..so today she congratulated for completing my ACCA and gladly welcome me to be with them this coming July.. wishing this virus can be kind and calm before I start my work... still need to think of accommodation and transportation hmmm.. and lastly abah ada order something for me... something that I like hahahaa apa ja Ina tak suka~ tapi yang tu tengok gambaq la..susah la nak explain through words hahahah
Thank you mama and abah for the laptop and other gifts given to me all this while... I'll be waiting with an open arms for more in the future hehehe JKJK...

my special gifts hahahahahha

my new toy

Huawei~WALAWEYHH

my collection...part of it

make it possible

thank you ^_^

level up!

After 4 months, here I am updating my first 2020's post...Started my day with a miracle/blessing from Allah... been waiting for today ever since I stepped out from the exam hall on the 5th March and finally exactly on 7 o'clock in the morning I received the message announcing my results... Alhamdulillah I've passed both final papers marking the end of my journey as a student... Amidst the virus that is spreading around the world, the quarantine period that felt like normal days to me...I am grateful to share these kind of news to my parents.. first time! the first time i get to share the news face to face, all these while i can only contact them through phone calls or messages and get myself busy right after cause classes started 2 weeks before results released... but today after sharing the great news i don't have to do anything hahaha... and to be real honest, it takes me 4-5 hours to feel super happy...and yes i am delighted as i type this right now hahaha... the past 4 hours i think i am kinda emotionless still trying to digest the fact that i am now an ACCA Affiliate...
To describe my feeling right now I would say it is as if I am Mario...after going through all the pipes and knocking my head at the bricks, being chased by deadly mushrooms and busy avoiding venus fly traps that pop out of nowhere... finally I am able to jump and grab the flag from its highest peak...the joy of completing the maps, the taste of success is kinda similar...a lot happened for the past 4 months but i don't feel like sharing all of it here... but one major event that correlated with this news happened to me last February...on the 28th! the day Jang Wooyoung is officially discharged from the army and the day my FIRST BIAS responded to me in his VLIVE, I received a call from EY... after attending 2 interviews held by them at Intec, the first one sort of a mock interview on 6th of January, while the 2nd with the manager in FSO, Mr Juani on 13th February... i was offered a position as audit assistant 1 under FSO department!! i may begin my working life on the 1st of July... but all these viruses and restricted movement... i don't know what will happen...hope everything is back to normal after Syawal.. at least i have the time to search for my accommodation and etc...
so to end this... i can now declare the trilogy series as a student has come to an end... i'll be releasing a new series in the future...it might not be the best path... i'll be expecting some potholes along the way... there might even be flickering lights that may astray me from the right path... but i have come this far...backing off is not and never an option... thus, embracing all the love and support from my family and people that sincerely wish for my success i'll be pushing myself deeper into the tunnel in search for a brighter light to guide my future... Allah is the greatest planner, super grateful for the blessing given throughout my life...

Alhamdullilah

Thank you

Bye intec!! 

My cert

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From these notes

To this email... Blessed

mature level up

Haritu ada dengaq someone cakap benda ni..tapi tak ingat sapa..yang pasti waktu tu dalam kepala dah set this is a nice thing to be added in my blog hahaha..so ayat dia cam ni "no more teen years"..get it?..after this we are moving into "mature" year as this will be the end of the "teen" years..genuinely impressed with everything that happened throughout the year..betoi la orang kata obstacles and challenges bring out the maturity in life..thus at the end of 2000-9teen..I will accept everything that happened to me and my family as a hint that 2020 will greet us with more maturity..will leave a wider room for self-improvement and bigger windows to view pictures of lives and maybe install an elevator that can take us to the (roof)top while at the same time, acknowledging that there will be days that we need to get back to the ground floor...cause that is where we usually park our car hehe...and a place where we realise there are other people around us that we should be mindful of...oh! once you park your car make sure to bring along your goals and dreams..leaving it behind may expose it to theft..this year has proven that insecurity can be deadly..don't allow the negativity to sneak into your room, so make sure security alarm is always turned on...and lastly...make sure your door is always open to welcome your loved ones...this year I realised that loved ones can leave you anytime...but as I said those things were merely a step to make me stronger and more mature...so stop with this motivational session hahaha...in less than 3 months I'll be sitting for my final Finals...I hope everything went well and smoothly...so tadi baru ingat nak post ngarut2 tapi lepas perah otak bagi TEDtalk kat atas tu hahaha...kita ngarut tempat lain ja laa..so Goodbye 2019 Hello 2020~ mungkin esok kereta start terbang..hmmm~~

Ready to fly?

December is approaching, 3 months all that left for me to prepare myself to face the real world... The so-called adult world... To face a new set of challenges... To end my trilogy series as a student and start with a new series of journey in building a career... To stop wandering in the tunnel and start reaching for the light... To realise my dreams and achieve my goals...and most importantly to repay my loved one for their constant love and support given throughout this small journey of mine...

A lot went through my mind last night as I prepare my resume... Is this template ok? Will it be attractive enough? Does this resume show my value? Did I waste my time all this while? Cause seriously I have nothing to brag about in my resume... My dad voice came into my mind "chill, take one step at a time"... Then this thought follows.. "yeah there's always a first time in everything we do, it can't be perfect from the start"...after all that is human's nature, we will never be satisfied with what we have. Thus, even if it is "perfect" we will never realise it...

I'm trying to be a bit more positive than I was yesterday; everyday.. A few months ago things become so dull to me...doing the same things out of habit, routine that makes me a super boring girl...in fact I can feel the emptiness in me as days past by...The situation somehow makes me put layers of mask to cover up everything..but I hate it... I guess even being a faker is not for everyone...But everything that happened proof to me one thing, Allah is the greatest planner and yes! Everything happened for a reason.. It is only a matter of time for us to understand or realise the reasons.

And so, to sum up this post, yup I'm entering into the "Real World" in 3 months time, praying that I'll pass the remaining 2 papers in March sitting...hoping that soon I can lift of one of my dad's burden and put a longlasting smile on my mom's face with my achievements... To my housemates that will be sitting for your finals next week.. BEST OF LUCK ~ may all your hard works paid off...especially to Hazirah...Bright future waiting for you, so no worries "setan kecik" you can do this sh*t.. 걱정하지말고, 긴장풀리고. 너 할수있어. 화이팅!!

Increasing my debt

Haha exaggerated sgt title..but yes actually.. It is true hahaha..so kisahnya, my parents decide to go for a week (5days) holiday..as always kena la tengok anak kesayangan dulu before start the trip kan..despite ina ada exam next week, I choose to spend time with them instead.. Hehe sorry madam2 skalian tapi I still study~kot...anyway mama gitau about the trip since a month or so..trust me since then, I can't stop thinking about it..the excitement is beyond anything i can think of now..macam la lama sgt tk jumpa..tapi tah maybe nak ujung2 ni feel macam baru masuk blajaq mai balik..rather than severe homesick cam awai2 dulu, this time it is more to having the urge and need to see their faces..Ina maybe jenis yang bercerita but as I grow older, there are times that I hide my inner thoughts rather than sharing it with them..so I feel like spending time together and stop worrying about any stresses or pressures that have been dampening our moods all this while is something that i will ALWAYS look forward to..back to the story, depa amik ina pukul 12 hari Sabtu lepas, then kami buang masa kat Sunway..entah la kul brapa tah bru head back to hotel.. This time mama book Concorde reason dia nak bagi ina and abah dapat feel Pokya Concodey~ hahaha..lepas lepak kat bilik sat malam tu kami jalan kaki cari makan.. Sebab kedai makan ada ja sekeliling tu...kedai ada tapi nak makan apa tu yang tak tau kami end up pusing satu kawasan la jugak before decided to makan kat Satay Station..sambil makan sambil serious talk suma..balik bilik lepas mandi ada yang dah pengsan, ada yang acah macam tak pengsan and ada yang ACAH2 study..hehe..esok pagi subuh tu mama almost semput, batuk bagai...then kami turun untuk breakfast, sambil makan sambil mengata orang and the service hahahah..before hantaq ina kami singgah aeon shah alam and central Icity.. Haaa part ni la main title dia hahaha panjangkan intro..before that jom buat short backstory lu~
Cerita dia dari a few months ago fon Sony Xperia XZ ina buat hal...start dengan tak sampai 40% dia mati and tak leh restart kalau tk charge then makin lama makin truk...ckp kat abah dah sebelum ni.. Nak tukaq fon tpi tunggu habis ACCA la..but then since it gets worse (60%-70%) dah mati, statement tu tukaq jadi hujung taun ni la nak tukaq.. BUT since abah mai awai sebulan hmm..and nak jadi dramanya tengah tunjuk benda kat abah dia mati...haih saja nak tunjuk la tu hekhekhek.. So dekat Central tu abah dah tanya nak fon apa suma..ina mana la nak tau ada la check out vivo sebelum ni..then tanya orang depa cakap klau paling ok now Huawei la..oh reason dia I have rejected Iphone n Samsung dari awai...so yeahh..lpas tu trus straight ke kedai Huawei..tanya and stuff abah trus cam...k pilih la selesai siap2.. I was like whattt?!! NOW.. Tak leh ka jalan2 pikiaq lu..but since waktu tu pun dah pukul 1-2 camtu depa kinda kalut nak make a move jugak to Melaka..so tak mau drag the time buat la keputusan kat situ jugak...and thus, increase my debt to both my beloved parents..I will finish this quick and land myself a stable work..build a career that allow me to repay everything back to both of you.. Please wait just a little bit more...take care cause both of you have to be the first to witness my success..Thanks abah and mama..be back this December ~muahh!

Huawei Nova5T

Capturing the moment

Ignore la muka kembang tu bila bahagia memang cmtu

Waduh2 helok2 la family ni.. Haih laa

Dpat free gift stainless steel bottle and charger

My new case hehe

Stock untuk winter hibernate