should I spill some tea??

hahah.. picking up from the last post.. I did order pizza on the next day... to be exact around 1am 29 November 2020 hahahah to be delivered at 11am... ya allah nak makan pizza ja pun pikiaq dah la lama..melibatkan ramai pihak pulak tu ahaahah...even betul2 before order tu pun kacau Alang tanya pizza apa nak order ahahaha..last2 back to basic pepperoni pizza jugak...review boleh bagi...I think i'm the first person to receive the order hahaha..sebab dia sampai more than 15mins awai...and still panas..but honestly, onion ring and chicken apa benda tu cam tak worth it sangat..sebab onion ring tu hmm tak rasa onion pun..and the chicken cam better beli chicken popcorn goreng sendiri lagi besaq...hahaha..tapi memang seharian la makan full set hahahah...

Order made at 1am hehe

order sampai..dalam lift dah tangkap gambaq

tralalala~

eventhough the review wasn't that great..but yeah my tummy was sufficiently filled

and yes my cuti macam tak cuti despite buat notice that i'm on leave..ada ja orang nak message or email me for something..but kerja is kerja kalau ditangguh pun at the end of the day still kena buat juga..so I try my best untuk siapkan before the end of my holiday but then right on the last day of my leave dapat email invitation meeting for my next engagement T_T... so petang Rabu tu pun buka la laptop..and I found out that I was picked to be the staff in charged to collect CD from client and review their Oct annual report T_T...which means I have to go to client office the next day..but luckily collect CD tu client agreed at 3pm..but being Mama's daughter..I leave my house 1 hour earlier hahaha...nasib la kluaq awai sebab sebagai seorang yang rabun peta ni...haihh daripada estimated time 9-12 mins jadi 30 mins lebih jugak la baru sampai ahahaha..but at least sampai awai dari agreed time..my Mama told me biaq kita tunggu orang jangan biaq orang tunggu kita...so the next day tu acah la cam k dah tau jalan tak yah la rushing sangat...but guess what, nama pun rabun peta, kita follow waze ja la..dia boleh plak guna jalan lain hari Jumaat tu..dah tu mangkuk ni pun dah tau waze guna jalan lain still follow mem**** buta...hahahah..but I arrived 3 mins before agreed time..which is at 8.30am..yang lawaknya..call client inform that I've arrived..dia boleh plak kata it's only 8.30am.. what time is agreed meeting time??..I'm like..hmm yes 8.30 is the time I'm supposed to be reviewing your annual report...hahaha..oh and nasib malam sebelum tanya my manager about the task given..cause I thought I'll be reviewing only 1 annual report..well I'm too far off..it is 24 annual report altogether T_T...so yeah seharian la saya di office client hahaha

gigih buat notice T_T takda function rasanya

baju yang dipilih untuk ke office client

after berkurun tak ke office..baru boleh potong tag seluaq ni ahahah

first day to client's office outfit

2nd day cam suram sikit sebab dari pagi kena gerak kan hahahah

...so weekend pun kembali hehe..I thought nothing much will happen..maklum la mco sepatutnya lifted that weekend..but guess what..pagi2 Sabtu (5 December 2020)...dah dapat call dari my bro and my sis and ..... k kita stop crita tu takat situ ja la hahahaha...

The TEA~

then the weekend when by with no news of mco ended instead extended sampai 20 December -_-... so the following week..which this week..I'm fully occupied with completing my working paper.. memang literally sepanjang minggu tu makan tak terurus langsung and tidoq tak jaga gila...but weird enough I don't really feel sick or anything..just ya la penat...ada hari yang kerja sampai berapa pagi pun dalam kepala plan nak masuk kerja lambat la kononnya..sebab our rules ada la cam..you are excused to clock in lambat dari sepatutnya if you work more than others..it is not really a spoken/written rule just that make sense la..but tah badan dah ditrain kot..so cam by 550-615 tu dah bangun subuh..kalau sambung tidoq balik pun by 740 dah mandi..kul 8 dah boleh on laptop T_T.. so semalam I've submitted my last working paper..and today tak buka laptop langsung so entah la apa review yang dapat for that working paper...but apart from that yesterday jugak last day one of my senior..the one that guide me through my previous engagment..actually I've found out about her resignation a few weeks ago dah..saw the note in her retain..since that day I feel damn guilty..cam ada setan duk bisik "sebab hang la weyh dia kena berhenti kerja..hang la buat kerja cuai..tak responsible...menyusahkan orang len..dah junior tu tak tau tu tanya la bagi habis...buat kerja tu meticulous la skit..benda ni impact company besaq..bukan cam waktu belajaq dulu paling2 tolak markah final..benda ni bagi kesan kat suma orang sekeliling hang!!"... so yesterday after I received the news..I immediately OC dia...asking whether her resignation partly due to my poor performance..luckily it is not...she actually get a new job in Singapore..as supportive as she always be..she told me if there's any problem do not hesitate to Whatsapp her hahah..thank you, really appreciate everything you did for me and our team during the engagement...I'll make sure the appoval you give to the higher up to confirm my position in the company is worth it..I'll learn more and be better than you in handling my task as well as in mentoring my juniors in the near future..and of course..sorry for all the trouble I give to you and our team...wishing you have a bright future ahead!

when you were appreciated for your work..all the struggle throughout the week is worth it

best of luck to my senior Wan Ling..thank you ~

And lastly, the final highlight... Abah planned to buy himself a new computer chair..sebab yang lama dah hmmm almost lunyai...so, dia ada discuss ngan Along about that..sebagai pakar computer kat dalam family ni..beberapa hari jugak la dia sembang ngan Abah..and then one day, dia hantaq kat Ina and Alang..plan untuk belikan Abah kerusi sama brand ngan kerusi dia duk guna sekarang... but the plan is to suruh Abah transfer the amount of money yang Abah cadang nak beli awai2..the remaining will be covered by us... but first problem is to ask him to transfer the first amount tu ahahahah...banyak la benda dia kata..nak discuss ngan Mama dulu laa..tunggu la nanti pi Penang dia nak beli terus la apa la...last2 entah la macam mana Along buat but the money has been transferred..hahaha yang lawaknya haritu jugak dia kalut nak call Ina sebab konon nak korek rahsia plan kami...too bad Along and Kak Ifah pun seharian on the line ngan Ina hahahah...so memang sampai kesudah dia tak dapat any info or update...then Kak Ifah proceed untuk beli kerusi tu..and guess what tak sampai berapa hari dah sampai kerusi tu hahahah...kami letak under nama Alang..and sampai waktu Abah takda kat rumah...Mama yang lagi excited waktu dapat kotak tu ahahha..dia yang rancang nak sorok kotak la apa laa...finally, dia siap letak ribbon k kat kerusi tu which katanya Abah tak perasan pun until kali ke-4 dia masuk bilik baru dia perasan hehe...anyway, hadiah untuk Abah buat masa sekarang Ina still bertong2 ngan Along Alang n Kak Ifah..haihh bila la boleh Ina provide the surprise to both of you using my own money...ada ja duit tapi tak tau nak beli apa...bila tanya ada apa2 yang depa nak..depa jawab Ina beli barang basah balik masak kat rumah pun dah cukup ahahhaha...k la insyallah in the near future Ina balik masak...tapi jujur cakap kalau tak sedap tu telan ja la..bahan kat rumah Ina pun tak extravagant sangat sepanjang duduk sini, so nak explore recipe masak banyak2 pun tak boleh hahaha..so yeah..enjoy the chair...dengaq cerita another surprise will be ready in a few days...so wait for it again hehe..chau~

order track

Alang ditugaskan untuk menyambut dan memasang hahaha

walaa~

but can you do this~! (pewd tone)

ribbon cam apa ja hahaha

pls excuse his exhausted posture haha..baru balik kerja guys 

CUTI PKP T_T

So supposedly I'm done with my 4th engagement yesterday.. but due to delay at client's side in providing all the documents requested and etc. so dok nampak cam Isnin nanti kena kerja jugak T_T... why sad face, why kena highlight kena kerja on Monday?!...well sebab sepatutnya MY FIRST ANNUAL LEAVE START TODAY!!..to be exact it should start at 5.30p.m smalam... and to make things worst...I should be at Kedah by now T_T... thanks to PKP -_-... but sebabkan dah tau dari beberapa minggu lepas yang I won't be able to go back.. I've decided to use my annual leave to properly take a rest from work or anything related to it....haih tapi kalau camni...kita tengok la kesudahan dia acano~ hopefully client can provide suma by Monday so that I still have the remaining days to think of me, myself and I..hahaha.. anyway this weekend my plan is to lepak hahaha...ni dah masuk minggu ke berapa eh Ina tak kluaq rumah..oh my seriously nasib rumah ni berbalkoni..nampak gak matahari, hujan, burung2 berterbangan, pokcik2 construction ni hahah exaggerate nyerr... tapi yang penting semalam since dah nampak cam client tak leh nak provide anything related to my cycle habis ja meeting tu terus bangun prepare dinner, kemas rumah..tengah hari awal tu punya cam tak progressive kerja sampai leh basuh baju laa hahahaha... k ni bukan mengelat tak buat kerja..tapi kerja takda..saya kena menggunakan masa yang ada supaya tak berlalu begitu saja ecewahh giteww... so malam sampai kul berapa tah kemas dapuq la main area...especially fridge sebab cam serabut and kotoq sangat lama tak properly lap each compartment tu... lepas kemas counter and fridge rasa cam tak mau masak pulak ahahahha tak mau semak balik... tapi actually main reason kemas dapuq sebab harini Ina made my 2nd online groceries shopping...Ina guna app HappyFresh... not bad la easy to use and the price tak da la mark up macam apps2 yang lain... and service wise cepat and nice... this time Ina beli benda yang dah lama plan nak beli tapi takut peti ais tak muat sebelum ni..AISKRIM HEHE... maklum la peti ais comel ja..mama bagi stock barang basah haritu pun duk ada lagi memenuhi ruang freezer tu...so lepas kemas semalam rasa cam ok noice I can foresee where my Ice Cream will be in this freezer hahaha... so as early as 12.30p.m tadi dah dapat my groceries.. and here I'll highlight another good thing they did with the groceries...for the ice cream and raw chicken that I bought..they put it in another bag filled with ice...great kan I mean at least effort la nak bagi it stays in the form it should be in...kalau kita beli sendiri pun main campak kat bonet kereta camtu ja hahahah... hmmm...honestly harini cam tak da plan sangat sebab I'm holding all my drama to watch tomorrow sambil feasting to my pizza date ^_^...yesshhh lama gila tak makan pizza..so since tak leh balik and weekdays I rarely makan sangat..rasa cam nak acah rebel and makan banyak2 esok...muahahah.. so currentlykan domino ada promo...buy 1 pizza, get 1 chicken side and 1 dessert free...well I'm not a fan of their dessert but dah benda free..I'm planning of adding another side, cheesy onion ring to the order..by that I'll get all the sides usually offer hahaha... hopefully sampai2 still panas and sedap ah..sebab kat Penang domino's slalu ada ja lacking somewhere... harini dengaq kata ada concert tapi entah laa...lately tak rasa cam nak tengok sangat concert2 hmm.. tapi kalau satgi memang tak tau nak buat apa...apa lagi hadap ja la hahahaha... k la nak cari movie apa boleh layan or drama apa boleh start tengok since current drama coming to an end soon... to end this post, tengok la my "not-so-clean-but-I-tried" kitchen tu heheh

ubah kedudukan skit

bagi kilat balik apa yang tak

rearrange bagi muat my ice cream ^^

sedihkan cam tak da apa T-T

One day I'll fill up my fridge and cabinet macam rumah Lee Yoo Ri hahaha... satisfying teruk tengok barang2 dalam rumah dia..cam suma benda ada hahah..

k ais tu tak nampak sangat but they put it in the plastic like this

k tak da la beli ais krim mewah pun..tapi cukup la untuk satisfy my after work craving.. destress camtu

first time order bawak turun beg new zealand tu ja.. second time 2 bag..hmmm ada kali ke-3 ka lepas ni??

CongatulationZ~!

 As planned and promised, actually nak buat post ni last week...but last week memang cam padat tak tau buat apa ahahaha so ina decided to dedicate a special post to my roommate, housemate, friend and sister that I just met not too long ago through ACCA...why you asked? cause this girl is no longer available in the market boys!! she's married with the love of her life hahaha...well thanks for sharing your stories with me.. getting to know you slowly each days through each stories and experiences shared mean a lot to me... so marked 14 November 2020 she is somebody's wife... alhamdulillah hopefully with the new beautiful life you'll be building with your partner can help to shelter you from all the negativity that has been coming in and out of your life all this time...can help to at least sustain your pretty smile and warm your large kind heart in days to come... kinda sad realising that tomorrow I could have seen you and wish you face to face but thanks to this PKP -_- ...tapi takpa...nanti2 kalau ada masa since Ain pun duduk tak jauh sangat dah hehe... kita jumpa for a quick lunch macam tu pun ok kan? hekhok... anyway, macam apa yang kita selalu gebangkan..this is just another stage in your life...I'll be praying that your happiness won't fade out, although I never meet your partner or get to know him in a way or so... but I can assure you, a short whatsapp complaint received is enough for me to be a cyber bully and hunt him down hahahaha.. just kidding (not really hahahah) ok not gonna make this into such a long post haha..we'll end this post with pictures shared from this happy couple of course daa~ Again CONGRAT SIS, happy for you ^_^

ni ja sneak peak dia share sehari sebelum ahahaha

Selamat~ Pengantin baru~

comel ja lahai posing hahaha

waduh2...single girl here can't relate yet T_T

caption wajib as penutup TILL JANNAH GUYS~!

PKP

 yup we are back to being quarantine, away from society...well maybe not we, more to ME and only me...huhu so officially this weekend mark the 4th weeks I'm totally isolating myself from everyone hahaha...since Alang balik rasanya keluaq pi kerja sehari (Thursday 8 October) then that's it...hahha luckily waktu Alang mai jadi keluaq pi beli barang dapuq..well tak la beli banyak sangat tapi alhamdulillah ada la saki baki untuk bertahan lagi a few weeks...sebab my area is in the red zone area memang tak la nak keluaq rumah buat masa sekarang kan..benefit dia kira sebulan la tak keluaq duit sangat hahaha...bayaq bil ja la..and so this week also mark the last week I'm in AmBank engagement yehee...honestly entah la happy or tak..cause I feel like I do kinda enjoy a bit during the engagement...I mean I like the balance between stressful time and fun time we had throughout the engagement...not to mention getting to know my fellow teammates was a great experience...in fact I'm really glad being in core hahaha..maybe because it seems like my workload wasn't as much as others.. but apart from it I like the fact that I have seniors that I can rely on whenever needed...thank you for the experience and hopefully more awesome adventure can be recorded in my small journey going forward...so let's stop talking about work hahahaha...so what I did for the past days apart from work..hmmm let's see..NOTHING hahahaha...I'm stuck at home..watching dramas, oh since dah tak keluaq rumah, basuh baju,kemas rumah, masak...macam activity sama ja hari2 ahahahaha...seriously nothing much and nothing fun really happen..nak kata had a full rest during weekend pun tak sangat...entah la time just went by macam tu ja..macam harini la..dari semalam dah plan k pagi masak, then nak turun pi tengok mail and check kereta...then masak lunch..then kena tengok drama waktu lunch sebab malam nak tengok gegar vaganza...at the same time nak update blog..so now I've done and currently updating my blog...lepas publish post ni...I have no idea what else to do...maybe nak pi perangat lauk tadi and nasi for dinner la kot...aaa nak buat apa ni...esok dah kerja balik HAHAHAHAH...kacau my family members la muahahaha ready for another group vid call guys~ hehehe

company for the weekend~

 Yeah peak season is here~ things gonna get messy soon...but let's not talk about work today...I had enough for the past few days handling client that doesn't want to revert back to us in time...going through feedback session that didn't really turn out well for me...but all in all, I'm still surviving guys~! Alhamdulillah despite all the story/rumors that some of us has resigned and etc. I'm here still holding on!... so yeah the purpose of making this post is to share about a special company that came to my house yesterday~ ma bro...so Alang decides to stop by my house before going to his since he'll start a new semester soon...but thanks to Covid they might not be having a F2F class anytime soon... so Mama kinda instructed him to go straight back to Kedah without stopping by his house...well or he can just stay here for days ^^...hahahha the funny thing is that, yesterday my work has ended before he arrived but right before he told me that he is at the lobby, my senior asked me to help him with his work... so waiting for him to explain to me on what to do, Alang end up waiting for quite some times in the car. But right after he explain to me what to do...I closed my laptop and prepare dinner..while eating we watch movie and then have a light chat before I opened my laptop to work again...I ended up sleeping at 3 am while Alang...he's fast in dream land at around 12 am...today our first meal is popiah and karipap hahahha... for lunch we will think of it afterward haahhaa for now we will enjoy playing and watching movie first... so bye~~

sorry la berlemoih baru tutup laptop

get ready to go out

mama kirim barang sampai penuh peti

jamu my home made popiah hihi

bertemankan homemade karipap mama

ni plak lunch sadis

dinner buat proper skit..masak lomak and reheat ayam masak merah hehe

next breakfast

lunch + dinner sambil layan movie 

wow...that is a long week~

I can't put down this book titled "Arfa's Adventure"... every pages of the book give me new view of life... this week has been superrr long for me...I don't know even know what actually happen...but one thing I'm sure of, I am so damn tired hahaha... so major events that happened during the week can be split into good and bad...so let's start with bad first... so last Thursday as I mentioned, I had to go to the office...but unlike last week..this week I went a bit late, and compared to last week the traffic is a bit heavy...so to get straight to the point...I had a small accident...which didn't affect much on me but the other party's car does scratch at the front bumper area...and due to my car being sturdy than I thought it will be... the other party wanted me to pay for the bill... after discussing with Abah, we decided to just lodge the police report since at the end of the day I may need to pay something...so when I reach office, everyone kinda worried about me but once they know that I'm fine, they seriously get straight to work...so that morning we did have a small meeting...but due to the accident instead of focusing on my work...I had to deal with the other party to make the police report...so 1 hour or so before lunch break I excuse myself to go to the police station...and yeah the annoying thing is throughout the day...there are always something that happen on the road that affect the way I drive...let's just say that day I feel like I'm taking JPJ test again... although at the end police conclude that I'm at fault but let us take that as another life lesson...So yeah~mark 3 September 2020 is the day Arfareena received her first fine.. now let's move on to the good thing...honestly, I don't know whether this can be considered as good news or not...but to be a positive person, I'll take it as a good news for now...last Wednesday, Wan Ling my A2, said that she has something to tell me...so we had a call..and during the call she said that she mentioned my name to our manager, Casandra as a suggestion for recurring staff...so recurring staff meaning that I will be selected to be in Ambank engagement again after this...I had a talk with my counsellor way before I joined this engagement...and one of the thing that she told me was, to be recurred in one of the big client in EY shows how good you are in your work...cause these big clients, they can be picky about who their auditor are...and we have a reputation to hold on too...so unless you did an excellent job you might not be selected as a recurring staff... so here is where I don't understand whether it is a good news or not...cause first of all when she offered me that, I haven't properly started doing anything at all apart from, yeah like I mentioned above, calling client and doing the same thing again and again...I did ask her, are you sure that I am able to perform my work well?... are you sure in picking me as the recurring staff is a good thing? she said everything can be teach and learn...so if I'm willing than she will inform our manager about it...she also mentioned that not everyone actually willing to stay...to be real honest...it is tough, there are a lot of things I don't actually understand how it works...but at the same time I can't deny the fact that having this opportunity can help boost my reputation and at the same time teach me a lot about auditing... maybe doing something I've done before will also helps in improving my confidence level and be more resolute in making a decision in the future... I cried actually that night...cause I don't know whether this is a blessing or a challenge...but what makes me agree to the offer is because, opportunity like this didn't come to you often...and I keep saying this, everything that happened...every path that is set in front of me has their own reason, has their own objectives and their own ending...so let's hope that I can continue giving my best to the team...that's all hahaha...I need to turn my laptop on again tonight to complete a web learning...so for now, I want to rest hahahahah...chau~

experience change you~

 It's interesting that no matter how we hate adventure, it always come and give you a whole lots of experience... and yes that experience will change you... but either for better or for worse, it is all for you to define... there may be experiences that help you to see how cruel life can be, but again there are experiences that shows you how magnificent life is, by never running out of colors to help you paint a picture in your journey... I always mentioned this principle that Abah taught me, take one step at a time... it is easy to understand cause by taking one step at a time you can see things more clearly and at the same time, you able to control your pace... but as I grow older, I find another meaning to this phrase... by taking a step at a time, it makes you value all the steps you have taken, to be where you are... cause every step you take is taken after considering all the consequences and possibilities to happen...of course you may have taken a wrong step once throughout your journey, but imagine if you didn't take those steps...will you reach where you are now?... and of course there are also situations where we wonder, should we be where we are now, is this the place we are aiming to when we took our first step?... thus, there are doubts in life that act as shadows and haunts when our guide light runs out of batteries haha... let me share a quote from "Dream High"..."all these 'if and 'what if'... if you keep going backwards like that, none of us should have ever been born"...it's simple, stop questioning when did you take the wrong step, instead seek for a step that can lead you to where you are going to... every one of us have their own goal/aim in life... and sometimes these aims changes as we move closer to it...so do we need to start from the starting line again just because we have a different goal now?...no! why?...cause you won't change your goal at the first place if you didn't go through all those steps...I am facing this problem called "fear of the unknown"...but I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one having this issue...but I'm trying my best to deal with it, and of course by taking a step at a time...another quote, this time from "Just between lovers(Rain or Shine)"...this is a conversation between a hard headed halmeoni(grandma) and a hot headed boy..."Living is a repetition of regrets and failures","Then what's the point of living?","It's to make even better regrets and mistakes, so don't be a scaredy-cat"...you might not get the message by reading it in a glance so let me share another quote from "Radio Romance"... "The post-it(memo pad) was a failed product while trying to make a strong adhesives. A failure that became a hit. Keep jumping into things that are failures so you can turn the failures into success"...get it? sometimes having regrets and mistakes aren't that bad...as I said earlier, those are all experiences that help you to create a lifetime journey for yourself... k I think let's stop sharing anymore quotes from dramas hahaha... but seriously, these are one of the reasons why I like watching such dramas, of course apart from the visuals and the cinematography, these drama can actually teach you a lot about life in general... that's why I don't understand people that judges such dramas without even watching them...or people who watch out of following the trend...at the end of the day they didn't gain anything from it... I'm not saying only kdrama has this elements... scripts that teach us about life,love,career can be found in most drama shown in TV...no matter what language it use...plot can be cliche in some drama...not just that, sometime they are super cringy to watch...but putting those things aside, a great scripts truly differentiate a quality drama from others... hahaha...why Arfa suddenly giving these random lectures today hahahah...I don't know, I just feel like each day, I learn something new without realising it... I hope that I can continue taking steps that guide me to where I want to be, and I hope all these lessons learnt and experiences gained help me in becoming a person that I want to be...hehehe...Hwaiting Nur Arfareena Arman!!!